Without You {p.j.m} [[completed]]

Day 48

Park Jimin,

You son of a bitch.

You first, and now her?

You caused her so much pain and grief.
Did you know that? Did you know that she would cry until she made herself sick?

Did you know that she never thought she'd live past 23?

1 year, Park Jimin. She lived 1 year over 23.

It hurt me to watch her grow up.

She had Leukemia when she was 7. Did she ever tell you that?

That's why there was a high chance of her not having children.

At 9 she went into remission, but was soon diagnosed with Leukemia once again at 11.

I can't sleep at night anymore.

Hoseok worries about me, and I feel like a horrible fiance for making him worry as bad as he does.

Our wedding is in a month.

Your wife was my childhood friend, so of course she was going to be the maid of honor.

But that will never come, will it?

I miss the warm smiles of the Park family.

Those smiles now give me night
sweats.

I can only see the pale faces of you and her when I close my eyes.

A bottle of whiskey and a bottle of oxycodon.

She didn't drink.

Cold to the touch, both of you.

Sincerely,
Min Yoongi