Without You {p.j.m} [[completed]]

Day 37

Park Jimin, 

37 days have gone by since you have left.

376 since Park Eun Ji.

9 since our beloved.

You never knew, but I loved her too.

More than a friend, more than a sibling.

I loved her like you did, Park Jimin.

I was infatuated with her.

There were days that passed that I couldn't get her out of my head at all.

But did you know?

The day that you announced that you were seeing each other was the day I was going to ask her to be my other half.

And I was surprised. Surprised that I wasn't angry at her, or even you.

I realized that all I wanted in life was to see her happy, Park Jimin.

And she was.

But only for a while.

Everything began snowballing.

It started small with her grandfather's cancer.

And then he died.

Then your depression.

Then the miracle of Park Eun Ji and the downfall of that.

Her depression was added to that, but she was good at hiding it.

Did she get it from you?

And you were the final straw.

And that beautiful being that we had come to love just couldn't take the pain of not being with you and her child.

So now, she lays between you and Eun Ji, six feet underground in a white casket adorned with gold accents.

You made her happy. I'm glad.

No one will forget the memory of that beautiful little Park family.

Sincerely,
Kim Seokjin