Fire Flowers (SasuSaku) Naruto Fanfiction

Forgive.

Edited

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The drug Sasuke took was a hand made new drug just found.  Know one knows where it's coming from but it's everywhere.  Many people have ODD on this drug.  The themes used in this drug are still unknown but are being tested in the labs.

'Crazy that Sasuke took 7 of them and didn't die, most likely because I got it out of his system right away.'  I thought to myself as I sit in bed watching the sun rise.

'He should be fine, right?'  I stand and walk to the Kitchen hoping to see Sasuke in there like always in the morning but he wasn't.  I grab a glass and fill it with water, walking to Sasuke's room, I knock on the door but didn't get an answer.  Opening the door and seeing Sasuke laying on the bed with only shorts on, on his stomach with his head in his pillow.  Making my way in the room I set the glass on his night stand and grab his wrist feeling for a plus but can't find one.

I sigh remembering that last time I did this and couldn't find one.  I take my hand to his neck and try to find one there.

"I'm not dead Sakura."  

I jump and pull my hand away.  "J-Just making sure."  

I could tell Sasuke didn't feel good because of the little sweat drops on his head.  Heat flashes.

"Drink this water."  I say as I walk out of the room shutting the door.

"Sakura what are you doing?"  

I turn and see Naruto about to walk into his room.

"Talking to Sasuke, what are you doing?"  I ask walking to the living room.

"Why and I have a mission to go on with Hinata right now so I'm getting ready and leaving."

"I forgave Sasuke, Naruto... and you should too.  He didn't mean to hurt me like that."

"Forgive?  I guess I will for you Sakura but if he does it again, I will hurt him worse."  He says from inside his room.

I lean in is door way.  "That's fine Naruto, just don't hold this against him."

"Alright."  He says walking back to me with his bags packed.

I follow Naruto to the door.  "Better be safe and protect Hinata.  I don't want to heal your butt again."  

He smiles.  "I will Sakura!  BELIEVE IT!"  He says running down the walk way.

I smile and shut the door.

"Sakura."

I turn at the sound of my name.  "Are you feeling okay to even be standing?"  I say and rush to Sasuke's side and making him sit at the dining room table.

"Hn."  He says and lays his head on the table letting his hair fall so I can't see his eyes.

"Sasuke,"  I say sitting at the table across from him.  "Why?  Why did you take all them drugs?"

"Doesn't matter."

"But is does Sasuke, if you don't tell me then I can't help you, I'll have someone else come in here that specializes in drug abuse.  I'm serious."

He sighs.  "It's because... Why did you ignore me?"

"If I tell you, you answer my questions."

He nods.

"You attacked the one person that we were on the mission for, honestly I don't really care about that because we did our mission.  It's that you could of been kicked out of the village Sasuke."

"So you ignored me?"

"If I would of talked to you like everything was okay you might have done it again."

"Hn."

"So why did you attack him?"

"Because he don't know you, he was acting like you were his property, calling you 'My Sakura'."  He sighs.

"Mmm... okay, so why did you take all them drugs?"

He stiffens.  "Everyone looks at me like I'm the worst thing anyone has ever seen in their lives. Other ANBU don't treat me the same,  everyone talks about the horrible things I did when I'm trying my best to forget and hope for forgiveness.  I-I don't understand, I helped Naruto in the war... only a job I could do, but no one, no one at all sees what I... did.  If I didn't do what I did then everyone would be dead."

"Sasuke everyone is oblivious to your roll in the war, I agree, I also helped you and Naruto in the war to defeat Kaguya but only Naruto is seen for it, but you know what Sasuke, I'm fine with it, I'm fine with it because one of OUR friends is known for the war, be grateful we won.  Just know that all of our closest friends know of your roll and that is all that matters."

"Hn... How did you follow me without me knowing?"  He looks up at me.

"OH!  I just covered my chakra from being detected."

He blinked his eyes.  "You're strong."  

I blush and look down at my hands in my lap.

"Fight me."

I look up.  "W-What?"

"Come on."  He says standing up from his chair.

"B-But you're still sick."  I say worried that he's going to make himself feel worse.

He looks at me with a smirk and I blush.

"Come on Sa-Ku-Ra."  He says with his face close to mine.

I blush a red and he smirks.

'SNAP OUT OF IT SAKURA!'  I yell at myself for blushing.

 "We're going."  He says and grabs my wrist.

He gasps and lets go the second he touches me.

I close my eyes not knowing what's going on.  Once I opened my eyes, I see Sasuke on the floor holding his hands in his hair with his head tucked in his knees.

I run to his side and go on my knees not knowing if I should touch him or not.  "S-Sasuke get up, you're fine, I'm fine!"  I say in a worried/fast voice.

"I-I'm sorry."  He keeps saying over and over again. 

"Sasuke..."  I pull his hands out of his hair and pull him into a hug.  "You   are    fine    Sasuke."  

His breathing started to slow down. 

"You already said sorry, you don't have to keep saying it over and over again."  I lean back and push him away from me.  Grabbing his hand I wrapping it around my wrist making it match up with the bruise he left on me.  "See Sasuke."  I grab that bottom of his chin to make him look me in the eyes.  His eyes were no longer full at hatred and rage, they were full of sadness and regret.  "I'm fine."  I say and let go of his chin standing up.  "But you're not, go back to your room and go to sleep, you need some rest and regain perfect health again before we can fight."  

I watch Sasuke stand up and walk back to his room using the wall as a guide.  

'He's killing himself on the inside still.'  I say to myself.  

After cleaning my room and the house because Naruto's not here to trash the place I start making something to eat for Sasuke and I.  I make salad,  I grab a new glass of cold water and mix it with some medicine that is sure to make Sasuke feel better faster.  Walking to his room I see him sleeping, I set the glass and bowl on his bed side table and woke him up.

"Sasuke, I brought you something to eat and a glass of water, there is medicine in the water just letting you know."

"Hn."  He says but doesn't move.

I walk back out into the kitchen and grab my salad to eat it, after I'm done I wash my dish and go to the bathroom to take a shower and then off to sleep.

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