a hidden lifestyle

chapter 3

Adrianne's pov
We went to nic and normans with greg, andy, lauren, JDM and austin. I already knew JD from superantural. I played a couple of episodes in that show. He was an amazing actor and a good friend but i hated his character negan. "JD i gotta say negan is an ass. If all this shit was real i would seriously kill em." He started to laugh. "Hey sweetheart. I'm a huge fan too ya know. I dont like negan either but i think when everyone hates him, that means i'm doing a good job." I chuckled. "Yeah thats true. I'm just one of those daryl fangirls." Norman was watching me now. "Whoa we're getting to the goods stuff now." Jd said. "Norman did you hear that. She's a fangirl. You lucky son of a bitch. Why do you always get the hot chicks." i eyed jd and saw norman blushing a little. That was cute. "Sorry babe i'm just kidding. You know i love ya." I smiled and hugged him.

Later on everyone went home and i stayed behind with norman. I wasnt in the mood to go home just yet. "So whats with you blushing all the time?" He eyed me. "What are you talking about?" I scoffed. "Yeah whenever someone compliments you or you get teased, you blush." He cleared his troath. "No i dont." He was getting nervous again. "Yeah you're doing it again." He turned bright red and avoided eye contact. "Come on norman we're here alone now. No need for this bullshit." He was suprised with my fowardness. "I'm just not good with people adrianne. I'm socially awkward." My jaw dropped. "You've got to be kidding me reedus. You're telling me that you dont know how to act around the ladies? well that is just a loud of crap." He chuckled. "I know how to act when we get together just not every shit that comes before it. Sometimes it just doesnt work out because of that." I smiled. "I highly doubt that it was your fault norman. A real woman stands her ground if she wants something."

Norman's pov
I was so nervous around her and it kinda sucked. I wished that i wasnt such a wimp sometimes. "So does that make you a real woman? And what does she want?" I felt bad as soon as i said that but she chuckled. "I havent decided yet. We'll see." I smiled. "Sorry you just make me nervous." She scoffed. "We'll work on that sweetie dont worry. You dont have to be around me. I'm just a friend okay." As weird as it sounds but that calmed me down. "So whats favorite food and what food do you hate? Mine is spaghetti and i hate colliflower." "Mac & cheese and hate peanut butter. I dont understand why people like it. It sticky gets between your teeth. Its just gross." She started to laugh. "Yeah i'm not a big fan either but my dog loves it so." I eyed her. "You got a dog? Any other animals?" "Yeah my old lady shiba who is a german shephard and the king of the house bagheera my black cat. I want an entire zoo inside my house but thats illegal right." I chuckled. "I got a fat black cat called eye in the dark." She looked at me. "Why eye in the dark? Thats unique." i smiled. "when my kid was 5 he asked me for a little black kitten and i got him the kitten. he came up with the name and i kept it. why did you pick bagheera or shiba?" she chuckled. "i think she acts like a queen so i thought about queen shiva and i just changed it a bit. my cat reminds me of the panther on jungle book so i gave him that name." i smirked a little. "disney fan?" she smiled. "yeah you caught me. i watch all kinds of stuff on tv. i'm a huge movie and series freak." that suprised me. "wow i didnt picture you for a sitting at home tv type girl." she scoffed. "yeah most men dont talk to me into a normal conversation." i frowned. "how do guys treat you then?" she shook her head. "how most men are. they just want sex and nothing more." i scoffed. "i'm not like most men." she chuckled. "yeah i can tell and i'm enjoying myself so." why couldnt i just tell her that she was gorgeous and i would like to get to know her. i was being such a dork and it was annoying causing me to act mad at her. "yeah i'm friend material right?" she frowned at me. "well yeah you're a friend and a collegue." i scoffed. i couldnt help myself. it was me being stupid. "norman is something wrong you're acting like a dick." there goes my chance like i always blew it. "no nothing." she sighed. "its getting kinda late maybe i should go and take it easy on the drinks next time." i sighed. "yeah maybe you should and yes mom." wow nice norman. "see you tomorrow then and i see what you mean by women not sticking around. you shouldnt act like a huge jerk around them. we'll just have to work on that." she grabbed her jacket, kissed me on the cheek and left and i sat in my chair thinking what a complete asshole i was. she remained calm the entire time. maybe this woman was different.

adrianne's pov
I left and i was agitated. If he was mine i wouldnt met him talk to me like that. That was just the thing, he wasnt. I wanted to devour him there but what would he have done. I needed to clear my thoughts and there was only one way for me to do that. I called my friend matt bomer.
'Hey matt you free now?'
'Hi sweetie, had a rough day today? Must be when you call me.'
'Yeah need to blow off steam.'
'I cant today babe. Simon isnt home and the kids are in bed.'
'Fuck too bad it would have been awesome now. Lots of building up today.'
'Wow sweetheart i'll bet. Who's got you this fired up. It has been a while.'
'Norman. He's got this something that pulls me towards him, but i'm not sure i wanna drag him into my shit.'
'Norman? As in norman reedus from the walking dead?'
'Yes and he's even more handsome in real life and those muscles shit.'
'Haha you sure know how to pick em.'
'Yeah and now i'm too curious in how he would be. What if he doesnt want the way i do it?'
'Babygirl there's only one way to find out and you know it. I'm sorry i cant be there for you today.'
'Its okay. A cold shower and myself then. I dont wanna call up others. Your body was my cure today.'
'If you're still this tense tomorrow call me okay.'
'Without a doubt. Sleepwell handsome.'
'Relax my gorgeous queen.'
'Hmmm love those words. Goodnight.'
'Goodnight.'

I hung up the phone and i was disappointed that he couldnt come, but i understood. He couldnt just leave his kids for me. I wasnt like that with matt. He was married too a man and simon knew what the 2 of us did. It even improved their sexlife. I crawled into my bed with norman on my thoughts and started to rub myself until i came all over my fingers. I felt more relaxed now. It wasnt what i wanted but i didnt feel so tense anymore. I fell asleep thinking about norman reedus.