a hidden lifestyle

chapter 6

Norman's pov
I was nervous to be honest. I didnt know what to expect. I have never met a woman like her in my life and she made me curious. We came at her house and it was huge. At the front door she turned to me. "You sure about this norman, because once you step through this door you cant go back from it." I scoffed. "Yes gorgeous i'm sure. She smiled and kissed me gently. "Okay here goes." We walked in and i could tell she changed her attitude a bit. "Come i show you around and then we talk about some rules. its just something i want to do with you." she showed me around the house and she had 2 bedrooms. one for playing and one for sleeping. I heard about bdsm but i wasnt sure how things worked. We sat down on her couch. "Baby when you're here i have rules. I do not own you okay. Its not like that but when you're with me inside my house, then you belong to me. You will trust me with everything i do. When you're mine all your self-doubts and fear will melt away. In its place, i will show you the strength you always had. I will protect you and guide you into the person you want to be. I do not want to change you or do something you dont want to do. Everything what we're gonna do happens with consent. I use safe words. Like when you're not comfortable with something you can use that safeword." I frowned. "During sex of just when i dont like something?" She chuckled. "Anything sweetie. When we are playing and the restrains are too tight but everything else is good then you call yellow. I will stop and then i will let you talk. Or when nothing is cool then you just say red. I'm not a person who's gonna hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable. I should be your safe place. When you're frustrated or down, i wanna be the one you can rely on. We're gonna talk after every routine too. I'm gonna ask you if there was something you didnt like and then i'm gonna ask you what you loved. Communication is so important with dom's and subs. If you're down with this. We're gonna talk soft and hard limits." I eyed her. "I thought that bdsm was all about restrains and pain and stuff. I had no idea it was a lot more. What are soft and hard limits?" She chuckled. "Those are things you wanna do or try and others you dont wanna do. Like bondage and the blindfolding could be soft limits for you while nipple clams could be a hard limit." My eyed widened. "I already can tell by your face that you dont wanna do that but thats okay hun." I sighed. "What if you get mad at me if i dont want to do something?" She scoffed. "I dont do domestic violence norman. I dont do a vanilla relationship either. Lets just say i only know how to be a dom in relationships. I dont know anything else in my life. If you do anything that breaks the rules i just punish you in a dom way. Like with toys or teasing you during sex. I never hurt my subs fysically only in a dom-submissive way." I smiled. "How do we do this?" Her eyes widened. "You're absolutely sure you want to try this? It isnt a normal relationship. I mean there's a certain romance to it but its mostly passion and wanting." I nodded. "Yeah i wanna try. You're the first woman that makes me feel like this and i want to find out why." She smiled and kissed me.

Adrianne's pov
Lets just see how much he really wants to try this. "Can you get up please?" He smiled. "Yes ma'am." He got up and i grabbed his hands and pulled him with me to the playroom. His eyes widened. Not in fear but in lust and i loved it. "Sit down here. When you come to this room, i want you to sit in a kneeling position with nothing on. This a routine of mine. I want you to be completely ready for me when we're going to play. You still down or is this a hard limit for you?" He shook his head. "No ma'am." I chuckled. "I like the ma'am thing btw. Its sexy and it reminds me of daryl." He smiled. "Is it okay that i'll be daryl when i'm in here if it pleases ya?" My eyes widened. "Well look at you mister wants to please his girl. Yes i would love you being daryl. Its turning me on right now." "When we're outside do i have to be a sub?" He asked in a daryl voice. "No my archer. When we go out we drop the dom-sub act and we're a normal couple. I know some people think weird things about bdsm so i wont take this outside the house. I will still be protective over you but i wont act like a dom." i could tell he was relieved a bit. "did ya do this to a lot of guys?" i smiled. "i normally dont tell to my subs but since you're new i will. i've been doing this for a while and i had a lot of subs but i havent had many that i had sex with. that's the thing about DS it doesnt have to be sexual. i had guys who just wanted roleplay and it turns out they find their perfect partners afterwards. please dont look at me weird over this but i did have a thing with JD back in the day." his eyes widened. "Ya screwed Jeffrey?" okay i had that coming. "we had sex yes but i ended it as soon as he met mary. they had a good thing going and i didnt want to wreck it and i'm glad because he married her. i still have a close bond with him but not in that way." "i aint gonna tell anyone sweetheart." i smiled when he said that. "there's still one man who i sleep with and he's kinda the only one that i can't let go." he frowned. "it's matt bomer." he eyed me. "matt as in american horror story hotel matt?" i chuckled. "yep, his husband knows and their relationship is stronger then ever. i want to tell you this because i need you to be okay with that arrangement. you wont lose me to him after all he's gay but we have that bond that i cant shake." he looked down. "daryl? you need to talk to me." he faced me now. "i aint okay sharing ya but it aint my call to make. so i'm cool with it." i smiled and kissed him deeply. His lips were rough and sweet at the same time. It was a different feeling then i'm used to. His arms around me were firm and breathetaking. I lead him to the bed and stripped him from his clothes. The wanting was taking over and i pushed him on the bed, strapped his hands and took my blindfold to cover his eyes. "Now i'm gonna make you mine sweetie. Just relax and enjoy it." I kissed his entire body, wanting to feel every inch of him. With every move i did caused his cock to twitch. Being carefull not to make him cum already, i stopped between my teasing. I grabbed a feather and smoothly went over his entire muscling body. I could tell he was enjoying it by him tugging on his strains. I went down to his throbbing dick and worked him without warning. He almost screamed from pleasure. I knew he wanted to grab me but he couldnt. "Please please let me touch ya." He begged. "Sorry my gorgeous archer it doesnt work that way." I knew i couldnt make him hold on much longer so i needed to feel him inside me. I wanted to consume him. I was soaking wet for this man. I took a condom and placed it on his rock hard painfully erection. Took of my clothes. "Ready baby?" He was shaking a bit. "Hell yeah ma'am." I giggled and placed myself on him and slit right in. I laid on his chest kissing his neck and getting used to his size. After a while, i moved my hips and started to ride him. I needed him to completely fill me. I was breathing heavy because it felt amazing. I had sex before but norman did things to my body that i havent experienced before. His dick was twitching inside me and i knew he was getting close. I tilted my head back and slammed up and down as hard as i could. "Fuck fuck fuck i'm gonna cum. Can i please cum?" Those words were heaven to me. Him begging me was building my climax up. "Yes baby you can come. Let it all go. I'm there with you." He trusted upwards while i buckled against him. I felt myself thightning around him and he was screaming like i said. "Holy shit. Fuck. Adrianne i'm cumming." His warm release set my climax off and i collapsed onto his chest. I rolled off him, untied him, uncovered his eyes and we laid there for a bit. "Come on sweete lets clean you up." He sighed and i knew why. "I'm tired is that normal?" I chuckled. "Yes baby it is. Come on you can sleep after the shower." I didnt want to admit to him that i felt the same way. It was the first for me though. I was never exhausted after sex.

Norman's pov
She dragged me to the shower and let the hot water pour over me. I was so tired that i didnt even register that she was naked too. She washed me and cleaned me up. We held eachother underneath the stream for a while. She looked at me smiling. Her kiss was so gentle that it made me float. "How was it sweetie?" She asked me. "Hmmm most amazing experience i ever had. I just didnt like me not able to touch ya." She chuckled. "Yeah i inderstand that but the no touching is only during the sex. If you want to hug or touch me now its okay." I smiled and just held her in my arms. Her skin was so soft.

After our shower, she dried me off, we got dressed and went into her other bedroom. I laid myself on the bed and i was nervous in how we were gonna sleep. She came closer to me and nuzzled against my chest. I held her in my arms and watched her doze of before me. This was the beginning of something beautiful.