a hidden lifestyle

chapter 12

Adrianne's pov
It had been a few days since i last saw norman. I just couldnt find the strength to call him. He was quit busy with interviews and stuff but he didnt call me either. I was stunned to find out he doubted my love for him. I had made up my mind about kyle. I wanted to see him but only if norman would come with me. I decided to call him. I was so nervous and i thought he wouldnt want to talk to me.
'Hey norman its me.'
'Hi what's up?' He was so cold that it hurt. 'I wanna see you. We need to talk.'
'If its to bite my nose off some more then forget it.' I sighed.
'No i just miss you and i want to talk.' I could here him think through the phone. 'Yeah we need to talk. I'm busy now but maybe later?'
'Sure let me know when you're ready and where you wanna meet up.'
'Oke and take your place.'
'Okay bye.'
'Bye.'
He hung up and i almost cried. He wasnt so sweet like he always was and it was on me. I did that. I needed to make it right again.

Later on he texted me that he was coming over. My doorbell rang and i opened the door slightly nervous. He stood there being so handsome and i had missed him. "Hi thanks for coming." "Hmmm you wanted to talk so lets talk." I was keeping it together for him but it was hard. "I dont know how to do anything else then being a dom norman. It has been a part of my life for a while now and i'm scared to let that go." The cat was out of the bag. This lifestyle was my safezone. He sighed and looked at me. "I dont want you to let everything go. I just want to protect you when you go through these doors. I dont want to controle you. I love our play in the bedroom and i dont want that to change." I smiled. "I know you want me safe. It kinda hurt you thinking i dont love you. You have no idea what you do to me. I would give everything up just for you and that is what scares me. What if i do and you leave me?" His eyes widened. "Baby i would never do that. I'm sorry too for saying all that shit but i needed to get through to you. I know you love me and i adore you. i've seen how you are with my son. you're gonna be an awesome mom." i smiled and kissed him. "god i missed you." he scoffed and i straddled his lap, placing kisses all over his neck. I got a loud growl from him. "Babygirl you need to stop or we end up in bed if you dont." i chuckled. "Sounds great. I'm pregnant and horny as hell. I missed you and i need you." He smiled and lifted me up to the bedroom. He undid my clothes and his. We stood there naked for a while just kissing and holding eachother. "I missed your body sweetheart." He laid me down and kissed my now visible babybump. "Cant wait to hold this baby." I smiled. "I just want one more thing." i frowned. "Whats that handsome?" He looked nervous. "Its just to know if you fully trust me." I was curious now. "Can i please you like you please me? Thats how i'm gonna know you fully lay your life into mine." I thought it over and i bit my lip. He was right and it didnt bother me. "I'm all yours hun." He smiled widely and kissed me hard and passionately. He grabbed my blindfold and placed it over my eyes. We could do this in the normal bed too. I could feel soft fabric on my wrists and thats when i knew he took my satin ribbons as straps. He was gonna show his gentle touch. My orgasm wasnt far away already. I was so turned on and i missed him so much that i was soaked down there. He took his time with my breasts. Squeezing them, taking my nipples into his mouth and gently nibbled on them. The sensation he was giving me was new to me because i was bound myself this time. He kissed my babybump and parted my legs. "Girl you're going to beg me for more." I almost came on the spot just because of his husky voice. He continued to kiss my inner thighs and biting my flesh. My moans were probably causing his cock to twitch. He licked his tongue up and down my cunt and i grabbed onto the sheets. "You like this babygirl." "Hmmmmm." I couldnt talk thats how good it felt. He pushed his fingers in and ravished my clit. I was bucking against him and i was close. "Damn girl you're a pool. Cum sweetie. Cum so i can taste ya." His words and his fingerfucking and licking me send me over the edge.  I felt him come up and kissed me roughly. I loved every minute of it. I could hear a the ripping of something and i knew it was a rubber. He was getting ready to mount me. Heck i could go on for hours of orgasms if it was with him. "I'm so freakin hard girl. I'm gonna fuck ya till you cant sit for days." Him talking like that was amazing. I could feel his tip treasing me and i wrapped my legs around his waist wanting to just push him into me. "Fuck i missed this." He grunted into my neck. I wanted him to go harder. "Baby go faster please." He hesitated for a minute and i knew why. "Its okay you're not gonna hurt me or the baby." He sighed. "You sure because it can get rough. Its been a while." i chuckled. "Lets turn around." He immediatly smiled. I went on all fours and he slammed into me from behind. I was still bound and he was moaning into my ear and i loved it. "Do you trust me babe?" He kept his pounding going deep and firm. "Yes. Yes i do." He pulled out of me and slowly went for my other hole. "Fuuuuuuuuckk! This is gonna make me cum sweetheart. You're fucking thight in here. This is all mine." I felt like i was floating. I knew i was close. He went deeper and faster. One hand went to my cunt and he slid his diggits inside while trusing his dick into my ass. "Dont stop baby right there. Keep going. Shit norman. Fuck." I rolled my eyes backwards and squirted all over him and i felt so embarrassed because i never did that. My whole body was trembling but i managed to move my bounded hands that were on my back, to squeeze his balls a little. "yes. uh. yes. Uh. Fuck girl. Uh. My cock is so hard. I'm there babygirl. Uuuuh-uuh." He released his load balls deep inside me luckally he was wearing a condom. He rolled of me and we laid in eachothers arms panting. "I love you sweetheart." He kissed my forehead and placed his hand over my stomach. I was so happy to be in his arms again.

The week after that norman went with me to see kyle. He wasnt to happy me bringing him. "Why did you bring him?" He asked. "Hey watch it buddy. You're talking to my girl and the mother of my kid. Better be carefull." I loved his protective side. "Well well last time i saw you, you were carrying my spoun." My blood started to boil and i noticed norman was balling his fists. "The baby died. As i recall you left me so i found a guy that sticks around." He smirked and i was trying not to kill him. "Dude do you dig that shit when she bounds you. A big fat belly that comes with it. Come on i wouldnt get off on that." Norman wanted to charge at him but laughed in his face a second later. "You're pathetic. You should have stayed with her. The pleasure this woman is giving me, is walking on cloud nine. My dick jumps everytime i see her. Did she let you fuck her untied? Did she let herself be bound by you and screamed your name when she comes? I dont think so little fucker. She has that with me and i'm not planning on giving her back. So take one damn look before the best woman you ever had walks away from you." His eyes widened and i was so proud of my man. "Kyle i never wanna see you again. Dont ever try to contact me ever!" Norman and me turned around and i was relieved that i had my closure.

We got home and i needed to show him my gratitude. "Thanks sweetie for coming with me." He looked at me puzzled. "I'm glad i did. That guy is an asshole. I dont want him anywhere near you. I love you so so much." I smiled and kissed him. "Love you too. I cant imagine my life without you." He looked nervous and i wondered why. "I wanna be with you for the rest of my life too babe." He got up and on one knee. I was freakin out and tears were building up. "I made a mistake of pissing you off the last time and i never wanna be away from you again. I have never loved a woman more like i have you and i want you to be my wife and wear my name." He opened the small tiffany box and a gorgeous ring was shown. He slid it on my finger. "Ye-ye-yess." I stottered out. He smiled and kissed me lovingly. I was the luckiest woman in the world having such an amazing man. He grabbed his phone and took a pic of us. He showed me what he wrote as text.
'First my collegue, then my girlfriend, soon the mother of my kid and today i asked her to be my wife and guess what she said yes.😍❤'
I smiled and he tweeted it.

Norman's pov
The next few months were awesome. My girl and me saw our baby grow. She grew more anxious because off her first pregnancy. Mingus and her were thight. When he came i was like the thirth wheel on the wagon but i didnt care. I loved the way they hung out. We had a dinner party and my girl showed up in a beautiful red dress. People accepted her now. Fans didnt go near us. We had our privacy at last. We decided to marry after she got birth. Andy and matt accepted our question to be godparents. When she went in labor i was so nervous. My girl took it like a champ. I was proud to introduce our babygirl Emily reedus. My life was complete. I had my wife, my daughter and my son. I will never regret the day she came into my life.