"Ikanaide!" I shouted as the love of my life was getting on a train leaving me. "Will I ever see you again?!"
He didn't even look me in the eye but I could tell that he was crying. "I love you! I'll never forget you!" I shouted.
He was leaving me. Leaving me to pursue his dreams. I probably wont see him again because he's moving so far away. A place I could never reach.
I wrote him letters for years all the way until I was finished with high school. I never got one reply. They were always sent back. I always thought that I had done something wrong when he left and he hated me.
After I thought that...I stopped sending the letters and cried alone.
Hayate's POV
"I'm sorry." Was how I started every letter. The letters were piled on my desk but I never could get the courage to send them. I didn't even say goodbye so how could I even send her a letter? I would always read them though. Word for word like it was a study sheet only I wasn't ever going to be given an exam. How could a teacher give an exam when you never see her.
I would always go to my mailbox and get her letter but this time there was no letter. I thought maybe she was sick but for the past 4 years she would always send one daily. There was something wrong only I couldn't go see.
Your POV
"It's time for your chemotherapy." The doctor said. It was my first round of radiation. I was so terrified but u endured through it all. The vomiting the hair-loss. Everything. I thought I had nothing to live for until...
Dear [y/n],
I'm so sorry I never answered your letters until now. Im so sorry. I miss you so much. I miss your letters. I want to see you again. I want to hold you in my arms again. Please forgive me. I'll be coming soon.
With love,
Wada Hayate
Before I could even register the letter I was crying. I read the last line over and over again and waited patiently for the day I could see him again.
The hope seemed to fade when my condition got worse. The room became grey and dark but on one of my weakest days I heard a knock on my door and a man with white hair walked in with flowers.
"Hayate..." I asked.
"Hi [y/n]." He said.
"Where are you?" I said stretching my arms out.
"I'm right here." He grabbed my hands.
"There you are." I smiled. "I couldn't see you because it's so dark in here."
"I love you." He pulled me into a hug and began to sob.
"Why are you crying?" I asked.
"You're dying and I couldn't come any faster." He sobbed louder and louder.
"I guess it's your turn to say ikanaide huh?" I joked.
"Ikanaide!" He shouted over and over again.
"I'm going to die hayate but I'm just glad it's in your arms." I took my last breath and faded away.
A/N: I always make a story with this song so go check out my other stories with this song. I know they're sad but they're my most favorite ones. Thanks for reading! Bye bye~~
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My Life as a Fangirl
RandomThis is just a book that I write in when I'm bored or when I just want to chat with fellow fans. I'll have a chapter for each of the bands in the picture. BTS, Hey! Say! JUMP, and Da-iCE. I'll ask questions about them. Maybe list a few facts. Anyway...
