Eventually (Without You)

Chapter 5

As time passed by..

I got even more busier..

But she never complained...

I was to caught up with my rising career..

I worked late as usual..

Partied like there's no tomorrow..

Meet some new friends..

And Flirted here and there...

As always, Dara.. My Dara never, Ever complained...

She knows that I'm only doing it to cover up our relationship..

Despite the badboy image that I have to portray..

She never slipped my mind..

I thought everything was going smoothly..

I never noticed, the pain behind her smiles..

I was too happy, too selfish..

Never did I ask her, how her day was..

I gave her everything.. That money can buy..

All the luxury in the world, I showered her..

I thought it was enough..

To make up for dinner dates that ended up being canceled by me..

All the nights, that I was out..

Instead of staying at home, and cuddle with her..

I didn't pay attention..

I became too greedy, that I only thought about my own needs..

I became a jerk...

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"Hope turns to disappointment..

Wish turns into despair..

As love deepened..

Pain deepened more.."

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After my successful concert in Tokyo..

I took the first flight to Korea..

I wanted to surprise her..

So I didn't told her that I was about to come home..

I missed her..

All I wanted to do was to come homeAnd wrap my arms around her tiny waist..

And fill my nose with her vanilla scent..

To stay home and cuddle with her...

It felt like years, since the last time that I was with her...

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As I was about to step out of Incheon Airport..

Flash of lights from the camera, press,  paparazzi and fans welcomed me and bombarded me with a lot of questions

That I barely understand..

I just fixed a poker face and head to my service..

My manager tapped me.. Waking me from my deep thoughts..

He said that we're heading to sajjangnim..

I just nod my head in response...

As soon as we arrived at YG..

I noticed that they were whispering, while looking at me...

I tried to listen to them..

But all I could hear was my name and a model namef Kiko Mizuhara..

The elevator ride was silent..

All you could hear was the rapid breathing and heartbeat coming from me...

As soon as we heard the'ding!'

I dragged my feet to sajjangnims office..

Every step felt so heavy..

I hyperventilating and I'm having a tachycardia..

When the glass door was opened..

Sajjangnim.. swivel his chair and faced me..

He then ushered me to sit on the love seat, that was positioned opposite to his collectibles..