Eventually (Without You)

Chapter 6

Everything was a blurr after the president speak..

"Jiyong.." he said with serious tone..

"Neh, Hyung?"

"Do you have any idea why I called you here?"..

"Yes, Hyung.. I'm really sorry if I canceled a few guesting..

It's unprofessional.. But I hope you understand, it's been a while since I've last seen her..

I know I'm being selfish...

But I did everything that you've asked me to do.."

"I understand jiyong.. I know how much you missed her.. I'm sorry for putting a lot of pressure on you.. But-"

YG hyung says.. he paused for a while and opened his laptop..

After a few minutes he looked at my direction and continue to speak..

"But, that's not the reason why I called you here"

I looked at him dumbfounded...

He then turned his laptop.. And adjusted it, for me to take clearer view of the screen..

"This.."

He pointed at the screen and pressed the spacebar...

"This is the reason why... I called you..."

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I closed my eyes trying to think about the photos and videos that I got myself into..

It was a photo of me and the Japanese-American model named Kiko Mizuhara..

She posted a photo of me and her in a bar with her hands wrapped around my neck...

Other photos and videos we're me and her kissing..

I tried to remember about that night...

When the photo was taken..

The only thing that I can remember, was this tall skinny bitch in the bar trying to kiss me...

But moved my head so she only kissed me on my cheek..

I got pissed off after it, that I went back to my hotel..

Leaving my manager and the other staffs at the bar...

But the photo that sajjangnim showed me tells a different story..

The stolen shot was caught in an angle where it looked like our lips did touch..

I curled my hand into a ball as I remember the photos..

I explained to him everything that has happened that night..

He believed me and asked me to go home..

He said that he'll handle the rest for me..

After he dismissed me, I went straight to her...

My emotions we're all over the place..

I'm nervous, pissed, worried and hurt all at the same time..

She might think that I cheated on her..

Though that's the last thing that I wanted her to think..

As soon as I arrived at my apartment I hurriedly punched the code..

I called for her name...

My hands are trembling...

And started to sweat..

And my eyes started to water..

As I went straight to our bedroom..

Only to find it empty..

I turned on the lights..

I tried to look for her in the bathroom..

In the kitchen..

I've searched everywhere..

The last place that I went too, was our closet...

My heart drummed crazily and my breathing hitched..

I wanted to stop..

But my hands we're already at  knob...

I twisted it..

With my eyes closed...

My eyes stings like he'll...

But I held it in..

When the door was finally open..

I opened my eyes slowly, and regret I did..

My heart pricked at the sight..

Her drawers we're open..

Her clothes we're gone..

All that's left we're the once that I bought for her..

I shot the door harshly and closed my eyes again..

I raked my hands in my hair and pulled  it..

Rivers of tears flowed silently as I shouted her name...

I began punching the drawers and pulling everything that my hand could reach..

I threw everything and cried while shouting her name...

Why?... why?...

Why Dara?....

Why??...

Reality hit me...

She's gone....