Big Mistake Mr. Alpha

Chapter 18

Jax's P.O.V

Why do I always mess things up with her?

Maybe because you're a humongous idiot. My wolf tells me.

You know, you'd think I'm used to you calling me that. I'm not. I say to him irritated.

And you would think I'm used to the dumb things that come into your head. I'm not used to that either.

I block him out because he's always getting on my nerves. I know I'm an idiot, he doesn't need to point that out. I wish that things could just work out as well as other mates. But no, I always have to be an idiot who keeps on messing shit up.

I use my senses to smell where Andrea is, but when I find her I smell that the rogue is also with her, along with an unfamiliar smell. I hate that she cares so much for him. I hate that he was the one who took care of her. That's my job! Not his!

I didn't know that I was growling till I hear a voice ask a question.

"Alpha. Why are you growling?" Andrea asks. I also hate that she now calls me Alpha. She is not a regular pack member, she's the Luna for crying out loud!

I clear my throat before saying, "Nothing. Other than the fact that my mate, the Luna of our pack, is calling me Alpha and not by my original name. You are also being waaay to close to another male." I start growling again clenching my fists. She looks at the rogue and he nods at her.

She looks back at me and walks towards me. She grabs my hand and leads me out the room. My wolf howls at the contact we are making with our mate.

"I just have to do this one last time." She says barely above a whisper.

"Do what? And why does it have to be the last?" I ask. What does she have to do for the last time?

"This." She says before grabbing my neck pulling my face down to hers so our lips meet. She kisses me with so much passion and love, but I kiss her back with much more. I've missed these lips so much. I missed HER so much. The way her lips mold with mine so perfectly it drives me crazy.

I lick her bottom lip also nipping at it, asking for an entrance. She immediately accepted and our tongues danced while my hands found the way to her thighs lifting her up, her wrapping her legs around my waist and arms around my neck.

I gave her bottom lip a small suck making her let out a soft moan. I wish this moment could last forever because the sooner we stop the sooner she'll go back to hating me. I don't want her to hate me.

Her legs unwrap themselves from my waist as her lips detach themselves from mine.

"That was great last kiss. The best we've had so far." She whispers.

"What? W-why is it our last. Please. Please don't let it be our last!"

"Because it was a mistake falling in love with the player. Did you really think I wouldn't see you and Jasmine getting all cozy and shit?" She asks tears falling out of her eyes.

"I swear. I would never do that to you on purpose. Not without a spell or potion. I care about you too much. I love you. So much." I say leaning my forehead against hers.

"How can I believe you? How can I trust that you're telling the truth? How do I know you won't do it again? I don't want to be hurt again by you. Not again." She sobs.

"I can show you that you can trust me." I say softly to her.

"If you want my trust you are going to have to earn it." She says unwrapping her arms from my neck and leaving. I let a tear escape my eye as she walks away.