Search for Freedom (ON HOLD)

Ch 2 Why God? Why Me?

"No no, stop. Please. Get off."

I can't breath, I can't think, I can't move.

"It's okay. Everything's going to be okay" he whispers.

I wake up with a startle. I take some deep breaths so I don't panic. I keep telling myself it was just a dream.

I make myself get up, quietly as to not wake him up. I look at the time and see it's quarter to seven. I take a shower and get ready. I go downstairs to see him passed out on the couch. I tiptoe to the kitchen, grab an apple and leave to school. I wasn't able to get my homework done last night so I look at the time and see its an hour before school. I need to get my homework done so I head to the library.

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As I'm walking in I see a red Mustang in the parking lot. There's never anyone here this early in the morning. I have to come here a lot in the morning. I walk inside and go the back where the tables are. A discomforting feeling forms in my stomach, almost as if someone's watching me. I take a quick look around, but see no one. I shake my head as if to shake the feeling off.

An hour later I'm walking up the steps of Canon High mentally preparing myself for the pain. I push open the doors and come face to face with Kaity.

"Heyyyy Alyssa, how's it going?" She asks me as if we've been long lost friends.

"Uhmm.. it's going good..." I mutter.

"Do you really think I cared? You're dumb enough to answer?"

I keep my head down and stay silent.

"Go. Go to class Alyssa. Might as well make yourself worthy of something."

She moves out of my way and gestures for me to go. I stand there stunned. I slowly start walking in shock and come face to face with the ground.

"Omg I'm so sorry. I'm seriously so sorry. I really didn't mean to do that. Here let me help you." She says putting out her hand to help me up.

Just as I'm about our grab her hand she pulls it away.

"You really must be dumb to think I of all people would help a bitch like you up."

She walks away laughing with her barbies.

I don't have to look to know everyone is staring and whispering about me.

I get up and walk down the hall to class getting shoved here and there.

I walk into the classroom to see class has already started.

"Miss Rymond, you're late for class."

I quickly make up an excuse.

"I know Ms Springs I'm sorry. I had to stop by the library to quickly return a book."

I hear the snickers from the class but I keep my attention on Ms Springs.

"Okay take a seat,"

I sit down and quickly get out my stuff for class. I can feel my face going red. I look around me to see everyone whispers and laughing about me. I notice one different stare though.

Cameron Waters is staring at me, but he isn't laughing or even listening to his friends around him talk about me.

In case you're wondering who Cameron Waters is, he's Canon Highs bad boy. Everyone either wants to be him or be friends with him. All the girls want him. All the guys admire him. He's a Greek god as I hear everyone say about him. He's has soft looking dirty blond hair, he's 5"11. He has two best friends. Liam Wortham and Chase Littleton. They're just as great looking as Cameron is. Every girl wants them. Every guy wants to be them. They're the trio. They're always together, fight together, and party together.