A/N-i'm extremely shit at writing btw.
Sundays are the worst days in my opinion.I mean i wake up and have a whole day to myself but i spend it worrying about the next day.Thinking about the hell that is school, the place where you are either flung into a social group and judged for what group you're in for the rest of your school career or you stay on your own and you're an outcast.
Anyway now that i got that rant off of my chest let me introduce myself.My name is Ember Daniels i am a 16 year old in my last year of education.i hang out with what people you would call nerds but they're actually cool people and i love 'em.My passions are photography and climbing(weird i know).
i have a boyfriend called Eli and he is alright.we've been together coming up to a year and a half.
now I've got to go and turn that rage inducing alarm off and get ready because today is the first day of my last year and it's gonna be good.
i slam my fist onto my alarm clock, damn thing waking me up.why do we need to be up at this ungodly hour? anyway i roll over a bit too far and fall face first into the cold hardwood floor.
"ah fuck sake!" i shout while cradling my nose in my right hand.
"EMBER KATHERINE DANIELS STOP YOUR SWEARING! and hurry up i made breakfast" my mother yelled from downstairs in the kitchen.
i get up and jog over to my closet and grab my blazer,trousers,shirt and tie.i lay them down on my bed and run to the on-suite and jump into the shower.i get out dry my hair and put on this stupid fucking uniform i grab my bag and make sure i have my phone and earphones in my pockets because music is the only thing that helps me cope.
i jump down the stairs and fling my bag to sit in front of the door.i basically inhale my breakfast cause i eat that quick.i pick my bag up again and go to the bus stop.when i'm there i lean against a wall and read cause i don't like other people.
i get to school and head straight to the canteen where me and my friends meet up.we're talking like normal and a girl called Camila walks in with her two best friends behind her she sits at the table to the right of us and i cant help but look at her. I've always thought she was very beautiful and whoever she ends up dating will be lucky and better treat her right.
while i looking at this goddess like entity my boyfriend Eli is tapping my shoulder cause he wants to ask me a question.
"Ember, you okay?"he says getting sightly more worried looking.
i shake my head clearing my thoughts "huh? oh yeah i'm good whats up?"
"oookaaayy, anyway can you hang out after school today?" he says looking at me with eyes full with so much hope.so here is my problem i haven't hung out with him in like months and i'll explain why later.
"i'll try to, i'll ask later" i say regretting every word that i forced out of my mouth because i know that in the end i'm just going to disappoint him when i tell him i can't.
He holds my hand under the table and smiles at me.once he goes back to the conversation in our group i decide i want to listen my music and tune out the world for a bit cause i need to think.i grab my earphones and plug them into my phone and go to choose a song and notice Eli peering over my shoulder to look at my phone, i pull my phone to my chest,look at him and give a giggle.He always wants to see what i listen to but no one knows because i'm a very closed off person and no on can get me to open up not even him which worries me but i shrug it off.
After registration i go to science and luckily for me the seating plan puts me behind Camila so she won't know that i'm admiring her beauty, you know i say that i'm 'just admiring' but i'm so fucked up in the head i don't need to be thinking about my sexuality as another problem. Anyway back to this stupid lesson learning about this weird ass beetle.so i admit i may take a glance at her butt every now and then because daaammmmnnn.
