Everyone Should Know (Alex Turner)

Chapter 9: Hours of happiness

Ness' POV.

"And I'll be yours, until the stars fall from the sky, yours,until the rivers all run dry, in other words, until I die" he whispered the last three words into my ear and I closed my eyes.

"Ja,Janessa?!" He asked. I heard some kind of fear in his voice and I acted up. I didn't move or open my eyes.
"What the?!" He said and put his hand on my right breast. I wanted to shriek but he was checking my heartbeat.
"Oh my god Janessa your hearts not beating!"
I giggled and opened my eyes.
"The heart is on the left side you dummy" I said
His eyes opened wide
"Right... Anyway you did you do that?! That wasn't funny Janessa you almost give me a heart attack for reals!" He says. He seems mad
"I'm sorry Al... Where did Arielle go?" I asked
"Nah, you're gonna have to pay for that Ness!" He said and smirked ignoring my question.
"Put em on" he threw me my bra and my panties.
"Amm will you mind at least turning around? Damn " I said and he laughed
"Nah I don't mind actually" he winked
"Don't be such a -" I finished slipping my undies and he didn't even let me finish when he carried me
"Where are we going Alex let me down" I giggled
"Oh trust me, I am gonna let you down" he smirked and winked.
"What are you planning on doing Turner don't even" I said
We went inside my room and before he put me down, he kicked the duvet covers and then threw me.
"Thanks" I said shyly. I remembered I was only in my bra and underwear and he was only in trousers.
He sat at the end of the bed and just stared.
"What? What are you staring at you creep" I smirked
He kept eyeing me, up and down, up and down and then shook his head. He looked quite disappointed and stood up
"Night Ness" he whispered
"Goodnight Alex.. Wait hold on answer me, where the fucks Arielle?" I asked puzzled. From a sad looking face he turned to an angry one.
"I have no fucking idea okay! Can we just not talk about her?" He said before slamming the door. My eyes started getting watery. No. Stupid:/dumb:/stupid:/worthless:/replaceable:/not needed:/. I'm not gonna cry, why should I? He touched me. He fingered me. He was about to the other day in the car. He touched my boob intentionally, not really cause he was checking my heartbeat. He kissed me. Hard. He was stupid and he only used me to do whatever he wanted to because he knew I felt attracted to him, what was I thinking did I think he actually really liked me? Did I really believe he really liked me when he said that?. It was obvious he only and could only have feelings for her. And, coming from a person like him, who wouldn't? She's perfect, anything a guy like him could ask for. My brain was working to the fullest because a lot of thoughts came across my mind in less than a minute. He burst the door open.

"Hey, Nessa I'm sorry for acting so stupid, I, I just don't really know where she is. She's taking things too far and exaggerates a lot"
"Never mind her then, I think she did kind of made a big deal out of nothing." I said
"It is something, lemme see" he pulled the cover off and it revealed my hurt scars. The blood now looked dry. How could I forget about this? I think all of what happened took the headache and the coldness away. He walked away and came back with a warm wet towel and a box of aspirins with a glass of water. He came and sat next to me, put the towel in my thigh and started pressing softly. He tried and was was careful not to mess with them so they won't open. We sat there in silence, I felt ashamed and I think he was grossed out but he tried to hide it. He then pressed on the other thigh, this one wasn't as bad as the other one. Then he broke the silence.
"This, why did you do it?" He asked softly. And I instantly forgot about the 2013 Alex and I could see the 2007 sitting next to me, he's gently stroking my thighs with a warm fabric. I thought I almost drooled, both Alex's were amazing but I don't know why, I got a resemblance of the Alex from the past which was, the same one as this one.
"Be,because it cures the pain. It is an escape of all the trouble" I half whispered, ashamed.
"All the trouble? What trouble Janessa?! You are no trouble for us!" He said and gave me two aspirins and I took it and sipped some water.
" Yeah, and that explains why she left the house. I know I am trouble neither of you are used to having another person in your house" I said
"Janessa, she left because we've had some problems,this does not involve you at all, unless she is jealous you're here but babe, I don't care. Since the moment I saw you I knew I had to help you and I wouldn't care what I had to do to help" he whispered and stroked my hair.
"Yes, but, I don't know Alex. I'm trying so much to stop doing this but it's hard" I said. His face softened and he gently stroked my hair.
"Love, we'll get through this, I promise you" he said and I smiled. He kneeled down and kissed my thighs, every single inch of what was damaged. He wasn't grossed out then, this is one of the nicest things someone has ever done for me.mi wanted to pour my heart out and thank him with kisses. He grabbed the box of aspirins and smirked and stood up
"Just in case yar wondering on taking some" he joked
"I could never do that Alex"
"Goodnight Janessa" he said and kissed my forehead.
"Goodnight Al" and he closed the door.
Love is so melancholic, I should probably stop having these forbidden feelings towards him, he really mean it when he said I was like his sister.

Alex's POV

Janessa's reaction had my heart broken. I wanted to fall to pieces when I saw her, all covered with drops of icy cold water, her hair looked like a mop and her perfect body was covered in blood. I wanted to love her to the fullest to make the blood go away, I wanted to kiss her and make love to her so she would feel better, her breasts looked perfect. From all of the girls I've been with, she was the one that had the most perfect body of all and it hurt me to see her harm herself . I was angry at myself she wasn't even mine, she wasn't on the list of all the girls I've shacked. I was so confused, what she has done to me proves she isn't a girl anymore but a woman. I don't know where Arielle went, probably with her ex boyfriend but I honestly don't care. I decided to text Matt and the guys because I didn't know what to do

*Text Messages*
Alex: Hey mates how ya doin
Nick: ah finally you decided to communicate with us Turner!
Matt: seems like you and Ari have been busy huh? ;)
Alex: nah, she left today. She's pissed
Matt: oh
Jamie: how's that girl you got at home? She's still there?
Matt: dude I can't wait to meet her you've been talking bout her a lot!
Alex: she's still here but something just happened.i don't know what to do
Nick: the hell? What's wrong mate
Then I decided to tell them everything.
Jamie: shit this is deep. I feel sorry for her. This is how many fans are probably and we don't even know
Matt: poor baby! I wanna cuddle with her so bad to make her feel better
Alex: fuck off Matt, you can't do that
Jamie: ah! I sense a jealous alex here ;)
Nick: mate how old is she
'Alex: in two days she's turning 18
Nick: dude she's ten years younger than you don't even think about it alex
Alex: listen nick I don't care I love her age doesn't matter
Jamie: the fuck? You love her? I've never heard you say that Al
Matt: not even with Arielle, hold up what about Arielle
Alex: sorry lads I got carried away I don't really mean that, I think I just feel sorry for her.
Nick: but you do feel something for her don't you? I don't think you would've gone that far if you didn't like her
Alex: I like her, a lot. But I don't know though, I think Arielle is the one
Jamie: alex piss off she left she's probably making out with anyone right now and the way you talk about her makes me feel like you are taking your feelings seriously towards Janessa
Matt: she seems like a dream to me
Alex: trust me she is! She called you super sexy adorable Matt, and super cute Jamie and fluffy bunny nick;) she's crazy bout you three
Matt: she did? Score! If you don't wanna loose her pal, ya better do something quick, mean it ;)
Alex: oh my god Matt hahah. I think I know what I need to do.
Jamie: what? *blushes*
Nick: okay she's so nice
Alex: I want her.
Matt: fucking hell.
Matt: just dont break her heart alex

I walked out of my room and without knocking, slammed the door open. She was listening to The Beatles when I walked in. I stood there.
"You know why Arielle left? You wanna know why she's jealous?" I asked and she looked confused
"What? Why?" She said and turned the cd off.
"Because she knows,jus as I know, that I like you." I said and she looked now surprised. With this I quickly took my trousers off, leaving only my Calvin Klein's. I slipped into the covers and kissed her.

Janessa's POV.
He had surprised me. He was now kissing me. His mouth tasted of Marlboro's and lemon crust cake. I wasn't left behind and, since he was on top of me, I touched his abs and grabbed onto his back, pressing my fingers against his skin so hard and I'm sure I left marks. His tongue slipped into my mouth and we started kissing harder, as if we were dancing. I could feel him harden as his dick rested on my undie. We weren't undressed, and I would feel quite uncomfortable if we did to be honest at first. He then moved to my neck and started sucking and biting and my breath started getting heavy, as if I had ran miles. We had been doing this simultaneously to each other for about an hour, until he decided to take the moment away,
"Ja, Janessa" he said. He could barely catch his breath
"Let me in" he whispered on my ear and electrical waves all over my body
"Okay. You have , condoms" I whispered
"Yeh, I got a packet full of them in my room" he whispered wile kissing my neck
"Bye then" I laughed and he jumped off the bed. I wasn't so sure I about this I was scared
He came and started to unpack the bag when i stopped him
"No, I mean I don't think I can right now. It will hurt my thighs" I said
" Right, I'm sorry what was I thinking of!" He said and nodded, while fixing his messy hair. Sex hair.
"It's okay. I had fun, you keep getting better" I said and winked.
He laughed and slipped under the covers with me, he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer. He was laying behind me,
"You owe me this time Ness" he whispered and kissed my neck.
"Birthday" I said
"Wha? Ah I get ya" he said in such a seductive voice that made me turn around and surprise him with a big kiss.
"Goodnight Alex"
"Goodnight, princess" he whispered back and I hugged him.