Chapter 13: Tobacco prt 2
Nessa's POV
Hand in hand Alex and I walked out of Matt's little garden gate. We didn't even remember the presents they have us, we didn't even open them because of Alex's urgency to leave the party. Our birthday party. Every time I thought of this I thought of a little ten year old boy playing with his friends outside of school fooling, then in the afternoon blowing ten little candles out of his baby cake, without even knowing in that same city just some miles further a little baby girl has been born. Not baby Ness or kid Alex knew at all that they would both walk through the same paths as if destiny had gathered them. Not the baby or the kid knew that the age difference wouldn't matter a bit and they'd fall for each other at the almost end of December 2013
He had happiness and boy problems,
She had sorrow and no parents to love.
Suddenly I thought further, what if I had succeeded at that suicide date I had when I turned fifteen. What if right now I would be laying on top of my parents in the cemetery, deep inside the ground no one would listen my tears and their complaining. I thank god again for letting me live and love, if this however was what people did and thought while being in love.
We took the long road, the freeway and it was some good thirty minutes without nothing to say, nothing to hear but our breathing mixing with each other
"Hey Al why did you take the freeway where are we going?" I said and gently smiled
"Well, It's our birthday so I decided we'd give each other a fair treat, I'm taking you to this delicious Mexican restaurant! What do you say?" He asked and grabbed my hand with his hand while his other one was on the steering wheel. I squeezed it tightly
"Alright it sounds great! Seems like we've had much of a Mexican day today haven't we? It's amazing" I said
"Yeh, I love Mexico. I've been there a few times and the gigs are a thrill! They're amazingly crazy for us over there" he chuckled
"I've never gone to visit but I've seen pictures and it seems like a beautiful place to live or just spend a couple of nights there. " I kept talking about the beautiful Mexico
"I think we're going there this next year, I've honestly never been there to visit but only for the gigs. Would you like to come with me when we go? Well with us because I have to constantly remind myself that I have to share you with the boys" he smirked
"Yes I'd love to! Thank you so much you're the best boy-" I was about to say boyfriend when I remembered he wasn't. We really weren't anything. I felt him get serious and I felt how he slowly let go of my hand. I felt so bad and he had a sad face also. This was a tension I didn't like, not the sexual one, the sad and uncomfortable tension I couldn't stand. Fifteen minutes passed and he just hummed little pieces of his old tracks like Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts and Mardy Bum
"Uhh you're making me wanna fall asleep!" I said calmly. Please don't sound pissed. Please don't sound disappointed..
"Go to sleep ill wake ya up when we get there" he said, surprisingly; also calmly.
I turned to face him, closed my eyes and had my hands between my thighs.
I slept for like only five minutes when I heard he got a phone call
Phone call
Alex: yeh we're almost there
X:xxxxxxxxxxx?
Alex: yeah make sure everything's settled.
{As I am writing this I wonder if Omar is listening to the AM's right now.. If perhaps he's listening to Suck It And See just like me... If he perhaps every time he listens to them they remind him of me because he knows how much I love them.. Then by the end of where Alex says
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Everyone Should Know (Alex Turner)
Fanfiction"But you said you'd love me forever," she said with tears streaming down her face. He looked at her carelessly and said, "Yes,but that was before I met her" "Alex please" she said "I'm sorry Ari,"He told her. Follow the life of a young Janessa Pires...
