Anti-depressants

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Anti-depressants

Its not just a pill

To make me happy.

It just subsides

The depression

That you wont admit

I have.

You dont

Want to admit

That I

Went through it

Went through

Suicide

Cutting

And Depression.

But guess what

You did too.

Anti-depressants

Dont get rid of

The depression

It subsides it.

So i dont feel so fucking

Alone.

When Im surrounded by people

I feel so damn alone.

I listen to music

The music you call

Emo crap music,

That has saved my life more times

Then you have.

Ive cried myself to sleep,

When the pill wears away.

I look up at the ceiling

At 2 in the morning,

Thinking,

Why am i still here?

You think

You saved me from depression

With just one small pill,

But you dont

See me.

The real me

Inside.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 08, 2016 ⏰

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