Smile ( levi x male reader)

Part 4

  Why did your brother do this to you ,at least he let you live .These thoughts kept on rewinding through your head over and over again .

Levi knew about you being abused as a child, he found out by the marks around your neck, wrists and other places while you were both sharing a shower . "what are those ?" he questioned " pretty much my childhood ,my dad abused me because my mum died  in the winter " you replied he said nothing more after that.

Yet he watched you sleep ,he tried to get you to eat food through your mouth instead of a tube inserted into your stomach but every time you did you just brought it back up. He knew you weren't strong enough but he was trying help you out .

"Why don't you go to your room and sleep " you said weakly " i'd rather be here whenever you need me " you smiled slightly at his reply " thanks Levi " his hand combing through your hair.

It's been three weeks since your rescue and the death of your brother Riki .Hearing about it gave you mixed feelings your brother put to death made you sad yet you didn't have to worry about him coming back to haunt you .

Levi did everything he could to make you heal quicker .When you had to have an operation to re-connect some joints he made sure he was there when you woke up ,when you cried in your sleep he was there to comfort you .


Erwin made sure you kept your sanity he gave you a list of question to answer for you to write down ,of course Levi would help writing it down as you spoke the answers whilst he ave you he questions Erwin wrote "okay last one for today it's a math one " he said " okay " you replied " Hanji has 21 titans in a cage ,one gives birth (some how ?) another one dies and two separate from each other ,she also experiments on three others ,how many does she have in total ?" ( p.s i'm shit at math ) "hmm 21+1-1=21 so 21+2+2 =25 then 25+3 -28 she has 28 titans in total " you said " not bad m/l but your still shit at math and i'm not telling you the answer or Erwin will cast is eyebrows on me " any way he wrote down what you said to the T and gave your papers to Erwin to check . 

"Any ways how you feeling now brat ?" he asked " I want to get out of here so fucking much " he knew you hated being in hospital ,in the same bed for hours and days same old routine " I cant do anything for you m/l I'm sorry " he said " not your fault blame that dick sucker of a dead brother of mine " you said holding his hand " but i'll see if you can come out for a few hours get you walking better again hows that " with his words your face lit up from the shadows it caved in for a while " even if its as far as my office or our bedroom I don't mind " you lightly flicked his head " shut the fuck up midget shit " you said " you look tired " he added " hmm " he kept on looking at you " but you don't want to sleep do you ? " you knew what he meant " I don't want to cry in my sleep my eyes already hurt as it is ,but i'll try " you gave him a smile " good i always want to see that smile on your face its way better than tears , i'm going for dinner you okay on your own for a bit " you nodded " by the time you get back I should be asleep " with that he kissed you red lips and left still with the linger of worry for you .