Smile ( levi x male reader)

Part 5

  Once you were cleared to return to your duties Erwin still gave you some time to mentally recover from what Levi told him .

"He cries in his sleep to the point where he starts panicking and I have to wake him up, he still feels the pain Riki done to him he cant just get over it ,his feeding tube from his stomach fell out last night in his sleep and its infected as well he tired to eat food normally but he just threw it back up i'm really worried about him, he doesn't talk much as he used to he doesn't smile as well the only smile he has is that scar from the corner of his mouth to near enough his ear,he jumps at every little noise that is made and I have told every one to keep the noise down when near our room .What else can I do to help him Erwin i'm scared for him " Levi and the commander spoke "I will see if I can get his mentality assessed, but apart from all that you have said how is his behaviour ?" he asks " he does his writing shit for you ,he reads his books sits out in the cold air he has a shower nearly every two hours just to try and relax me blame on that, he seems normal but not normal that's only when i'm with him any one else apart from me and you hes terrified he runs into my room when he hears footsteps passing by the door hes like a scared child in a grown mans body " they continue to talk .

Whilst you sat on your bed reading manga ( what ever is your favourite  ) ,as you were in thought a voice started to speak " oi you listening to me shit head ?" you looked around to see where it was coming from but went back to reading "oi i'm talking to you i'm standing right in front of you m/l " it said again "Riki?" you questioned " no shit " he replied " bu-but your dead "you said "ha yeah they couldn't get rid of me quicker than you can breathe " he added ,sweat peeling down your face " now listen to me and listen clearly m/l the things I did to you they wont stop unless you do something that will end it okay its your choice when you do it and i don't care how you do it either but keep this in mind .... I will still watch your ugly fucking piece and a state of a human you are the only thing is i cannot touch you and i regret just killing you instead of torturing you so count yourself lucky ,you will not get rid of me that easy m/l " with that his voice stopped and you cried you were terrified or beyond that "end it .. what does he mean by that ?" you questioned yourself "End what m/l are you okay why are you crying " knowing the voice to whom it belonged to you lunged at Levi and cried into his chest "never mind i'm here its okay ,any way are you hungry I got some food you need to at least try and keep it down just for today okay " you nodded in response but he let you cry for how long you needed to .After that you did manage to keep down just under half of your food and your drink Levi was pleased but kept an eye on you "Levi " you said "hm " he hummed "why do you love me?" you asked " well for a start your brave handsome you took care of me when i broke my damned ankle/leg your smart , hmm what else .. yes that's right I will always love you no matter what your are god if you were a fish id still love you "you giggled at his last sentence " so your calling me a fish now how dare your " you playfully punch his shoulder he only grinned as that was the first time in a few months you smiled slightly "and that as well your smile it warms my heart and that's the most of all things I love about you m/l never forget that "he pulls you into a hug and kisses you passionately "as long as your here i'm happy and safe " he strokes your black ( or other colour )hair letting strands fall between his slender fingers "how would you feel about going out tomorrow just the two of us " he said yet hearing that anxiety crept up on you "Umm "you didn't know what to say " if you don't want that's fine its just every one is asking how you are and they miss you " he said " i'll think about it but it would be nice to see them "  .