A lot of things happened today. I got a bunch of phone calls and even a letter all from the same person. Who it is? I don't want to talk about it, nor do I even want to think about it. It hurts Seo Hye, it really hurts to remember.
I don't want to remember, yet at the same time I do. I want to remember not the bad times, but the good times that I had with that person. Though very little and very short were the good memories, they're still a million times better than the bad ones.
The small amount of good memories keep me from going insane. It keeps me from completely shattering. I'm shattered, Seo Hye; I'm broken. I'm sure you've noticed that I am, and I'm sorry that I've become this way.
But I can't be fixed.
I can't explain why your death so greatly affected me, I don't even understand it myself. You probably can't even recognize me now, I know I don't sound like the Jongdae you used to know at all anymore. But, it's okay if you can't recognize me, I'm content with knowing who you are. Not were, but are.
I know not who you were, but who you are, and I know that you're never going to change. You'll always be your cute, charming, and amazing self. To me, you will always be Park Seo Hye, 24 years old (and counting), born on January 21st, 1991, in Suncheon, South Korea, and unrequited love of Kim Jongdae.
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Dear seo hye, i wish you weren't dead | k.jd
FanficThis is a letter that Jongdae writes to Seo Hye. I highly recommend reading I'm Sorry I Love You before reading this. There might be spoilers, and to get the full story, it's important to know Seo Hye's perspective, as well as Jongdae's. There will...
