Dear seo hye, i wish you weren't dead | k.jd

2016 | 10 | 14

Seo Hye, why'd you have to leave me? Did you think about how I'd feel if you just suddenly disappeared? Suddenly just vanished from the face of the earth one day? Didn't you ever try to consider how I'd feel?

You never actually seemed to care, did you? Always just talking about your life, your problems, and your feelings. Did you ever stop to think about me? About whether or not I was okay? About whether I liked you? About my unrequited feelings for you?

Of course you never thought about that. I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming this world. This damned up, unfair world. The world is so unfair, and just really messed up. Why did it have to take you? Why? You were the one shining light in my world of darkness.

And there the world goes, and snatches you right away from me. But, why did you let yourself be taken away? Why didn't you fight back? Couldn't you have tried to escape the clutches of death? If not for me, then for everyone else?

For everyone else that cares for you? What about me? Don't I love you? Oh, I'm sorry, I must've forgotten, my feelings don't matter. Your words, your promise, they were all a lie, weren't they? You promised that you'd never leave, that you'd always stay with me, but there you went. You left, and you lied.