Sunday Morning with Adam, Miranda, Blake and Me~Edited

Chapter 21 Phone call of the future.

As soon as I get home, I put my ring on, I am not going anywhere for a while so why not wear it.

5 days go by and I say to Adam "Damn it Adam I really am Never gonna leave this bed".

He laughs and says "You better because I am not back for 3 months, and I do not want to be away from you for 3 months"

Adam only has today and then tomorrow he leaves. I have still not got the phone call. Day 6 goes by and it is now the day Adam is supposed to leave and I still have not heard anything from the doctor. Adam looked at me and as if he could read my thoughts he came over and hugged me I start bawling "Babe no matter what the news is I am here for you, call me the second you know and no matter where I am, even if I am in the middle of a song I will stop and answer your call!"

"Damn Adam 3 more weeks before I can visit!" I say

"Well I hate that you are making me go! I don't want to, I want to be here with you, and I didn't want to leave in the first place since I first met you I hated leaving you, even when we were not dating yet. Remember telling me how jealous you felt when I left, well I felt the same way, and everytime I leave I think WHAT IF SHE FINDS SOMEONE BETTER" he says.

"Adam, I have told you before there is NO ONE BETTER! but you might want better then me since I can't have kids and so if you..." "If I what want to leave you? I truly hope you are kidding, do you really think that makes me want to leave you?"

"Yeah, maybe, I don't know, yeah, yes I do that is exactly what I think!" I say.

"After everything we have been through, you think I am going anywhere? There are lots of ways we can have a baby if you really want one at some point, but at this point I do not want any babies. If we do decide to have any they will be planned and truly wanted, no unplanned babies. I love you more than anything and I am not going anywhere".

"Good because I was just starting to enjoy my life with you" I said.

"Yeah I can tell you thought you would get into the crazy world by joining in the trouble".

He starts packing to leave. They moved all my stuff into his room, since we will be sharing a room anyway. So I just lay there watching him pack, I let out a few tears, but wiped them away before he looks at me again.

"I will talk to you every day babe, the only difference between me being here and not, is I can't hold you"

"God Adam I don't know what hurts more, the pain from this stupid surgery, the waiting to find out if it's cancer or the thought that I could get the news that its cancer and you will not be here" I start crying again.

"I feel like crap, you could get the best news of your life or the worst news and either way I am not able to be here with you, when you need me and I told you I would always be here when you need me. I promised and now I have to break that promise" A tear roll down his cheek

"Adam you are not breaking that promise I know even though you are not going to be here physically, you are going through it with me"

"Please call me though as soon as you know! I hate the waiting to and I will stop the tour and head home if you need me to" it's the first time that I do not argue with him potentially canceling a tour, because if it is cancer then I need him here.

My heart aches as he leaves our room "I love you Adam have a safe trip and see you in 3 weeks"

"I love you to Babe"

I tweet ~ Damn it being home alone sucks so bad, it was bad enough @BlakeShelton and @MirandaLambert were gone, @AdamLevine left today, and for 3 more weeks I'm never gonna leave this bed.