Touch Me

Candy

It's him

The man that abused my mom

The man that left me

The man that didn't call, text, send any letters

The man that ruined everything for me

"Sam" he looks at me with wind eyes

"Y- You are so grown up already" he looks me in the eye

I look away from him, I loom away from the idiot who thought it was okay to abandon his kids out of the blue.

"How is your mom? How is Teddy?"

"Maybe you would know, but you left us" he look him in the eye with a strong stare

"Sam don't be l-"

"You left us. You left all of us to pay bills, to pay for food, clothes, cars, and everything. Mom is struggling just to get enough money for groceries. Me and Teddy go to the lost and found just to get clothes to keep us warm in the winter. We can't pay our bills sometimes because we don't have enough money. All because you left us" I push him out of the way and go to the register

I pay and I leave. As I sit in my car and I begin to cry, I bumped into the man that tore me apart.

"Mom! I got the stuff"

"Oh thank you Sam! Came sit I have to tell you something"

I sit beside her with curiosity burning inside me

"I start rehab tomorrow" she smiles

"T- That's great mom" I hug her tightly

"I'm so glad your happy about this and so am I. I'm doing it for you and Teddy" she rubs my arm and smiles.

I head up to my room and clean it up, I throw away bottles, wrappers, I wash my sheets, clothes and I clean my desk and everything. After I was done I head to Teddy's room

I knock on he door

"Hey bud, I got a surprise from you" I open the door slowly and take a peek at Teddy

"Hey Sam what's up?"

I pull out the bag of candy from behind my back, I smile and sit down next to him.

"For me?" He says with a big smile

"Yeah but you better share some" I rub his head and laugh

I leave the room and head downstairs

"Mom I'm going to a friends house"

" Okay be home by dinner!"

I grab my coat and head outside, I wrap my scarf around my neck and buddle up. I quickly get into my car and head to his house. I drive around for a bit and I finally decide to go to his house and talk to him, I'm nervous. My hands are getting clammy and I'm shaking, I'm just talking to him, there is nothing to be afraid of. As
I pull up to his house I turn off the car and take a deep breath, I open the car door and head to his front door. I'm here, standing at his door, I knock on it and I wait.

The door opens

"Sam?"

"Hi" I say quietly

" Uh maybe we should talk in the car, my parents are home and I don't want them to hear us"

"O- Okay."

I head back to my car and open the doors. As we get inside we sit for seconds but it seems like days. It's quiet.

"Sam... I missed you. A lot. I'm sorry for what I did I really am. I don't know what happened I just got mad and you are probably thinking we'll Adam why didn't you just control yourself? I don't know Sam I don't know why I didn't. And I'm sorry"

"I- it's alright"

He grabs my hand and looks at me. He leans in and kisses me passionately, he leans in more and is gripping my thigh roughly. He lean back in and I stop, I climb in the back seat and he follows. I take off my scarf and coat and I continue to kiss him. He lays on top of me and he takes off his shirt, he kisses my neck leaving bites once again, he unbuttons my flannel reveling my bra. He runs my finger through my hair and tugs. I moan.

He begins to take off my pants and he does the same to his, I hear the wrapper rip. He is inside me again.

"Sam" he moans

"Yeah" I breathe out

"I love you"