Bully in love: BTS fanfic

Chapter 18

All of her emotions seem to hit her like a ton of bricks. Her eyes are as wide as saucers as she takes in his form in front of her. He is just as handsome as he was the last time she saw him, maybe even more so. The flashing lights make him look almost magical, them dancing off of his skin in fascinating patterns and in different directions. His unique eyes stare at her in wonder and slight guilt, his reaction to seeing her there almost as apparent as hers. He takes in her hair, the roots showing her natural color. It suits her, giving her a softer look than he's used to. It also shows how much time has passed since they last saw each other.

"Hey" he breaths out uneasily, his eyes never once leaving her face. She finds herself rather uncomfortable under his gaze, her hands fiddling with the hem of her skintight dress.

"Hey."

The air is thick with tension and awkwardness around them, their gazes locked. It is as if they are afraid the other person will disappear if they look away. They haven't seen each other in what seems like ages, even though it had realistically been only a couple of weeks. They still long for each others company and warmth, each person wanting to make up and go on with their lives.

"Can I.....can I talk to you for a second?"

She glances over at GD, who has been watching them the whole time, before quirking her head to the side in question. He raises an eyebrow, as if asking her what she wants to do. She replies by glancing at Yoongi from the side of her eye, her eyebrows furrowed in confusion and indecision. He shrugs nonchalantly and she nods, stepping out from behind the bar. Yoongi shakes his head in slight confusion after witnessing the silent conversation the two just had, reaching out to grab onto her hand.

It was a reflex that he had apparently not gotten over. She is as surprised as he is when he intertwines their fingers like they used to do. They glance at each other before letting go, their hands falling limply at their sides. With her cheeks flushed, Hani walks ahead of him her heart racing and her palms sweaty. She was undoubtedly affected by his touch, the familiarity of it causing her heart to feel like it is about to beat right out of her chest. His eyes are wide as he stares at her back as they walk. He could have sworn he felt sparks when they had touched, even if it wasn't for very long.

The night air is cold as they step outside and into the alley that is situated right outside the club's back door. Hani walks until she is facing the far wall of the alley before turning around to face Yoongi. He stops a respectful distance away from her, as if wanting her to know that he won't cross in to her personal space until she asks him to. She is shy and confused as she stands in front of the guy she is no doubt starting to get feelings for, her hands clasped together in front of her. Seeing him again made her realize just how much she likes him, which may be a little more than she thinks.

"It's nice to see you again" he says, his voice dry and strained. The air is full of awkwardness as they look at each other with different emotions in their eyes. Yoongi's hold guilt and longing while Hani's hold hurt and conflict. She was hurt by him, yet she wants so desperately to forget about the past and start over.

"I....I missed you."

Yoongi's eyes widen at the confession, not expecting something like that from her. She had never been one to show what she was actually feeling, always staying closed off from everyone. That is what she preferred. That is what she was used to. She even surprised herself by uttering those words, her eyes widening as the truth slipped through her parted lips with ease. Something about Yoongi has made her heart soften. Something about him has changed her for the better.

"I missed you too."

Yoongi smiles slightly as she steps towards him, her eyes cast towards the ground. He has missed her so much more than he could possibly say. Missed her kiss. Her touch. The way her hair seemed to glow in the moonlight. How her laugh had sounded so magical to his ears. How her smile made his day better. He reaches out to touch the side of her face, her warm skin smooth and familiar to him. She finds herself leaning in to his soft caress, her eyes fluttering closed as a soft sigh leaves her lips.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks softly as he steps closer to her form.

"Y-yes."

Her voice is as soft as the wind around them, him almost not hearing it because of how quiet she was. The space between them diminishes as he draws her in closer, his gaze never leaving her face. Her eyes are still closed when he leans down slowly, his nose gently touching hers as he loses himself in the moment as well. Their chests rise and fall as one as they simply breath each other in, the familiar scents swirling around each of them. Hani leans her head to the side and connects their lips, her body relaxing against his.

The world seems to spin as they slowly and gently move their lips against each other's, sparks dancing along wherever they are touching. This kiss isn't fast and needy like all of their other ones seemed to be. This kiss is slow and meaningful, as if they are kissing each other for the first time. As if they are really kissing each other for the first time. They feel each other's emotions and feelings through this kiss and warm embrace, them not wanting this moment to end.

They are finally together again, and they don't want this feeling of warmth and comfort to ever end.