o| Chapter 9
HALOS isang linggo na ang lumipas and my life went back to normal after I agreed on Jeff's condition. Hindi ko alam kung ano na ang nangyari dun, kung namatay na ba yun o di kaya ay may nakahuli na sakanya. Something deep within me is worrying. After I agreed with him. I was expecting that he is going to make me his sidekick and I don't want that to happen. Yes, It's one of my dreams to be someone's aide when I was a kid, But not that psycho. He's a villain not a hero. But I can still change that right?
FLASHBACK
"Simply, I'll just kill your babies, ganun lang iyon."
After hearing those words. I paused. I won't let that happened bitch. never.
"Wag mo silang idamay! wala silang kasalanan, kaya tumigil ka!" Pinilit kong wag matakot sa sinabi niya ngunit dahil dun ay nakaramdam ako ng takot. They are my life now, kung di dahil sa kanila ay siguradong wala ng Jayne na nag eexist sa mundong ito.
"You don't know me sweetie, I can kill everyone easily especially those innocent, all of you are my prey. You all mortals are my prey! I can strangle your neck right now kung gugustuhin ko hanggang sa mawalan ka ng hininga. You're no exception. Ikaw na ang nagsabi na isa akong demonyo. Then deal with that." I don't know why but his words are like venom. a poisonous matter that lingers on my system. unti unti kang pinapatay hanggang sa mawalan ka ng buhay.
Hindi ko alam ngunit nakaramdam din ako ng awa, guilty? yes I am guilty. I should'nt have said those words infront of him. I don't have any clue kung sino siya. I only now that he is a killer. a killer named Jeff, ni apelyido niya ay hindi ko alam. Isa na ba ako sa mga taong madaling manghusga ngayon? I am so sorry. I did'nt mean it.
Everyone has a reason, alam kong may malaking dahilan siya kung bat niya ito ginagawa ngayon. Killing people is a serious matter, They are lives of people. Kahit ano pang masama ang ginawa nila still, tao pa rin sila, may karapatan silang mabuhay. They can change. And I am willing to help Jeff. He can open up with me right? Alam kong may maliit pang natitrang awa diyan sa puso niya. And I am here to expand it...
"Yes Jeff, I am willing to be your playmate." I don't know why pero para akong isang puppet na kinokontro ng ibang tao. I look clearly at him, especially to his eyes. nakita ko doon ang pagkabigla niya. at maya maya he smile widely.
"Good to hear that sweetie."
END OF FLASHBACK
"Jayne, why are you always spacing out? Tell me are you imagining something? Don't tell me it's Cryle. Again." Namalayan kong nasa gilid lang si Kidd, nakanguso ito habang nakapameywang. Well Kidd matagal na akong naka move on sa gunggong na iyon. and I'm happy about that. I have you and Dolly, sapat na iyon para sa akin.
"My sister wants to go to the park." I saw kidd pouting, tinuri niya si Dolly na nasa gilid. I laugh at him. Him and his ways, Dolly is only one. ni hindi pa ito nakakaintindi, naku ang sabihin niya ay siya mismo ang gustong pumunta doon.
Free time ko naman ngayon, nandito lang kami sa sala ng bahay. nanonood ako ng TV habang sina Kidd naman ay naglalaro.
"Well If that's what Dolly WANTS. That's okay." I teased him, napakunot yung noo niya kaya pinat ko siya sa noo. Tumayo ako ng sofa at dumiretso na sa kwarto ko kasama si Dolly. Nagbihis ako ng damit ko at ganun na din si Kidd sa kabilang kwarto. Binihisan ko si Dolly saka tinignan si Kidd sa kwarto niya.
"Hey Jayne, which one is good? The Blue or the grey one." He looks so confused habang nakahawak sa dalawang t-shirts. I mentally laugh, He is just 5 for pete's sake! Bat ang daming alam ng batang 'to?
"The gray one Kidd, It looks good on you." I try not to laugh, baka mairita siya at masira ko ang mood niya.
"But she likes blue." I heared him whisper, enough for me to hear it.
Omayghad, Kidd. don't tell me my pinupusuan ka na?! Tumayo ako sa harapan niya habang nakapameywang. I look like a real mother right now, hindi naman sa mali iyon ngunit he is still young.
"Hey Kidd, Who is SHE?" I look at him while one of my eyebrow raise.
"I met him a few days ago at the park, I saw her sitting on the bench alone. I want to be friends with her so I confronted her. Her face looks so pale but she has the most sweetest smile I ever saw in my entire life. She asked me if I could be her playmate so I said yes to her, how can you say no to that beautiful lady right? I just notice that she was holding a blue flower so I ask her if she likes the color blue. And she said yes to me. You know what Jayne? It was one of the most special moment that ever happened to me. When I'm with her, I just wanted to protect her. I know there is something within her smile, I know behind that there is something tragic that happened to her. And I want to be her knight in shining armor." Napa facepalm ako sa harapan niya. Ghad! Saan niya ba iyon hinugot?! Hindi ko alam kung tatawa, iiyak, magagalit ba ako sa harapan niya. half of me say "awwwww" and half of me disagree.
"Kidd, How old are you?"
"5" Tipid na saa nito
"See? You're too young for that kidd, marami ka pang dapat gawin." Napakamot ako sa noo ko. I really don't know what to say.
"Pero di batayan ang edad sa pagmamahal, kusa iyong dadating Jayne. I know I'm still young but I know what love is." Ghad! medic medic please. dumudugo ang ilong ko, kailangan ko ng limang dosenang tissue!
"And I'm feeling it right now Jayne. I feel it." My jaw dropped. Siguro kailangan ko ng maghanap ng albularyo.
"You know her name?"
"Yes, She's Sally."
