It's almost 2 weeks since I confronted the killer, Jeff.
I'm still alive and barely breathing; offering myself to that psycho was actually a huge mistake. During that time I was partly drunk and wrecked, random thoughts were inside my head and killing myself was the only solution I was thinking that day.
But I was wrong, I'm a selfish bitch. Ni hindi ko man lang naisip ang kalagayan ni Kidd kung mawawala na ako. Paano na siya? saan siya mapupunta kung nag-iisa na lamang ako sakanya?
Napakalaking tanga mo Jayne.
"Tayne, Let's go to the mall! I need ice cream right now." Kidd yells at me while pouting. Uggh Kidd wrong timing again, pagod ako.
He looks at me angrily but I just rolled my eyes at him, kakagaling ko lang sa trabaho at gusto ko magpahinga. Bat ba ang tigas ng batang 'to?
Kidd is actually my cousin; he's 5 years old at kahit na ganun ay bulol pa rin mag salita, just like what he did to my name. It's Jayne not Tayne.
Two years ago when her mom died on a car accident, wala na kaming kamag-anak o kakilala man lang na natira kaya siya napunta sa akin ngayon.
But unlike Kidd, I grew up in an orphanage since Auntie Daisy cannot support me financially. My mom also died when I was five kaya napag-isipan ni Auntie Daisy na doon ako ilagay, and recently visits me there para kausapin ako.
Living there was actually a nightmare, they don't treat us humans. Especially the caretaker, she's always mad and used to lash us with thick heavy ropes pag may kasalanan kaming nagagawa. The last time I remember she used blade to cut my skin and whipped me from behind dahil lang sa nahuli akong pumuslit ng isang pisarong tinapay. She's one weird psychopath, natuto akong lumaban dahil sa impyernong napasukan ko. I only have one friend there but she abandoned me, may kumuha sakanya na taga ibang bansa kaya hindi ko na siya nakita pa. I've suffered for almost 13 years until when I turned 19, lumabas ako dahil wala namang may kumopkop sa akin. Bumalik ako kay Auntie Daisy at dun na nanirahan.
I actually understand why Auntie Daisy left me there, I really don't blame her dahil kapit sa patalim ang naging buhay ni Auntie Daisy noon. Nagtatrabaho siya sa isang Japanese bar bilang isang entertainer, nagsimula siyang noon bumagsak nung ipinanganak niya sa Kidd. Kidd's dad was actually a Japanese, isa sa mga naging costumer ni Aunti noon. And a cliche love story bloom, nahulog ang loob niya sa hapong 'yon. But the saddest part is when that Japanese manwhore left Auntie Daisy and his own son, cos' fairytale's doesn't exist hun. Nag-iwan din ng pera ang hapong iyon para sa kanyang anak, ngunit hindi na nagpakita pa. That's why I don't actually believe in love, it'll only destroy you.
"Hey woman, I said let's go to the mall!" Kidd snapped me out, naka-kunot ang noo nito at mukhang kanina pa naiirita.
"Okay, just don't yell at me!" I give up, masyadong matigas ang ulo ng batang 'to. Kahit na pagod at galing sa trabaho ay wala na akong may nagawa, I love this kid so much kahit na masyadong grumpy ito, mana ata sa tatay niyang hapon.
"Tayne, I'll be a good boy for this day then." He hugs and gives me kisses dahil sa tuwa, jusko bata 'bat di mo na nilubos-lubos ng isang taon.
"It's Jayne hun." I corrected
"Tayne"
"Jayne"
"Tayne"
"Jayne"
I saw him sigh.
