Theres a monster in my head

Its such a shame we built a wreak out of me-4

* WARNING* May be triggering for some people.*WARNING*

(Effy)

I woke up in my bed with a pounding headache. I heard my dads talking outside my door. Well I heard them, but not very clearly until..

"Well go about her not eating later." I heard daddy Jaime say.

"They know? But how?!" I questioned myself.

Just then they both came into my room. They sat on both sides of me. Daddy Vic on my right and Daddy Jaime on my left and of course Jasey Rae in the middle.

"So what happened today?" Daddy Vic spoke up.

I thought for a second trying to come up with a lie. I don't need them to get involved.

"I tripped on my feet and lost balance be use my bag was full of books and I fell and hit my head." I told them convincingly.

"Well are you okay?" Daddy Jaime asked me. I guess they believed it.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I smiled faintly.

"You know you can tell us anything, Effy, right?" Daddy Vic assured me.

'No you can't, they'll think you're crazy.' The voices in my head told me.

I just faked a smile and nodded.

"Well, I'm going to take a bath." I mumbled.

"Okay princess, I love you." My daddys' said at the same time.

"I love you guys too." I chuckled.

They walked out of my room and I made my way to my master bathroom.

I started the bath and took off my clothes. I saw my reflection I the mirror.

'Look at you! You're the size of a whale!" The voices kept screaming at me. I turned off the water, grabbed my razor from my drawer, got in the tub and began to cut.

One for waking up

Two for breathing

3...4...5...10...

I heard a knock on the door. I quickly put it away.

"Mari." It was daddy Jaime.

"Yeah?" I questioned.

"Um, lunch is ready if you want some." He said. I could tell he was trying to hold back tears.

"Okay, I'll be down in a few." I told him. With that he walked away.

After about five minutes I made my way downstairs to the kitchen.

I saw my dads sitting quietly at the table eating sandwiches. I walked up to them and sat in my seat. Daddy Jaime looked at me, his eyes full of hurt.

I looked down at my plate and picked up my sandwich. Then she appeared.

"If you eat that, you're going to get fat." The voice inside my head became her. Her name was Steph. She was absolutely perfect. Clear skin, skinny body. Steph had a punk vibe. She looked like a total badass.

"Eff, you okay?" I heard daddy Vic ask me.

"Huh? Oh yeah...sorry..." I mumbled and took a bite of my sandwich.

"Fat" "Fatty" "Whale" Steph continued to say to me until I finished my sandwich.

I saw my daddys' smile at me. I smiled back and then quickly went upstairs. Steph followed me to the bathroom.

"Yeah, you better throw up." She laughed at me.

Once I was done, I brushed my teeth and walked to the living-room. I began to feel dizzy, luckily Alex was there and embraced me in a hug before anyone noticed.

"Eff, you okay?" He whispered into my ear.

I nodded.