I Fell In Love With The Player, Great!

I Wouldn't Live Without You

~Present Day~

"It took us the whole day to get our stuff! But it was worht it." I said, starting to look at the photos.

I found one that had Sirius chasing me.

I laughed.

The photo was taken the same day we got back to Hogwarts for our third year.

I smiled.

Third year was the best ever.

Sirius then kissed my forehead, while looking at the moving photograph in my hand.

"Shall we stop there for today?" he said. "If you and everyone else wants me to. But I have to say I am quite tired." I said back.

The trio, Remus, Sirius and I had spent the whole day sitting here, listening to me ramble on about the past. We had even skipped dinner!

I looked down at Sirius's watch.

It said 11:10 pm.

"Yeah, I guess I'll stop there for today."

"Awww! Why? We want to hear what happened next in the story!" whined Ron.

"You'll hear it tomorrow. Now, all of you off to bed. You three are so lucky that Molly isn't here to scold you for being up late." I said while getting out of Sirius's hold on me.

I marched the trio up to their rooms, said goodnight to them, and went back to the kitchen.

Sirius and Remus were still sitting at the kitchen table talking about something, but they stopped abruptly when I walked in.

"What were you guys talking about?" I asked, sitting in the same chair I had been sitting at for the whole day.

Sirius instantly put his arm around me and grinned. "Nothing love. Just talking about boring guy stuff you wouldn't understand."

I looked at him with a tad bit of anger in my eyes. "I understand many things, Sirius. I grew up with four guys as my best friends remember?"

"It's nothing, Izzy. We were just discussing things about the Order." Remus answered. He always told me everything, so I knew he was going to tell me what I wanted to know.

"Hmm...Was the discussion about Harry or something?" I asked.

"It was about something you wouldn't get Izzabella. Forget about it." Sirius said, shrugging his shoulders.

I suddenly felt angry at not being told what I wanted to know.

"Sirius, I told you already. I will understand, and you know that. If it's about Harry, I have the right to know. I am his Godmother." I said, removing his arm from my shoulders.

He looked at me with his grey eyes. They had a little spark of anger.

He had a short temper like me, and with the twelve years in Azkaban, it had grown shorter.

"We know you are. But you don't have to know everything Izzabella. Now stop asking." he said, sounding annoyed.

"I have the right to know Sirius, and you know that very well!" I said, feeling so angry at how stubborn Sirius was being.

Remus stood up, and walked over to me.

"Izzy, It was really nothing about the Order. Sirius and I were just talking about old times." he said, placing his hand on my shoulders and beginning to move me gently away from Sirius.

I caught a glimpse of Remus winking at Sirius as to tell him to play along with the lie. He winked back, his eyes still twinkling with anger.

I stopped walking abruptly, and said angrily, "I'm not stupid! I know very well when you two are lying, and you guys are lying right now!"

I felt so angry at both of them now.

"We don't think you're stupid Izzy. Just, the discussion isn't meant for you, that's all. It doesn-"

But Remus was cut short by Sirius.

"You don't need to know everything Izzabella! You act like you're very important to the Order. You don't even do anything."

I looked at him in awe, with tears filling my eyes.

I then yelled, "And you do!? Sirius, you're the one that doesn't do anything for thr Order!"

He looked at me with pure rage in his eyes. He was about to respond with something, but he didn't get the chance.

I ran out of the kitchen, going up the stairs and running into my room.

I flopped onto my bed, pouring out tears on my pillow.

Sirius and I had never had a fight like that. Yeah, we had many fights back in the past, but not one like this.

I cried for a very long time, feeling so stupid for saying what I had said to Sirius.

I hated that he thought I wouldn't understand what they were talking about, but I loved him too much to be angry with him for a very long time.

I then played the fight over, and over in my head.

I felt so horrible! I wish I had a Time-Turner with me to go back in time and stop myself from starting the damn fight!

I suddenly started crying harder.

I was half asleep.

I still felt like crap for starting the stupid fight.

It was probably 1:30 in the morning when I heard the door from the room creak open.

I closed my eyes, trying to act like I was asleep. I heard footsteps come closer to the bed, and someone sat down on the left side. They lied down, and took a deep breath.

"I'm so stupid." They whispered.

It was Sirius.

I didn't even have to see him, I knew that voice anywhere.

Sirius then got up, and moved the blankets to get into the bed. He slipped in, and got a tad bit closer to me.

He then placed his hand on my shoulder.

I shivered.

His hand was cold.

Sirius then got closer to me, so his lips were inches away from my ear. "I'm sorry Izzabella." he whispered. He then gently kissed my cheek.

I felt even worse when he did that.

I shivered again, and I guess he thought I was cold, for he then wrapped his arms around me.

I then turned around, tears starting to go down my face again.

"I'm so sorry Siriu-"

He then stopped me from finishing my sentence.

Sirius's lips pressed onto mine, and I felt his hand on my cheek. He then wiped my tears away with his thumb.

He pulled away, and said, "It wasn't your fault. It was mine. I shouldn't have told you you aren't important, because that is an absolute lie. You are very important to the Order, and very important to me. You know I wouldn't live without you right?" he said, making me feel a better.

"I do. You tell me all the time. And I am sorry for telling you that you don't do anything for the Order, because you do. Do you know that I wouldn't live without you?" I replied, looking into those silvery grey eyes of his.

He smiled, and I smiled back.

Sirius then held me close to him, enough to hear his heartbeat. I gently closed my eyes.

I was falling asleep when Sirius gently whispered, "I love you Izzabella."