How Can I Love You?

Nightmares

My head ached, I could barley keep my eyes open and my vision was blurry. I walked into the kitchen, except it was different now.
This was the kitchen from when I was younger, about 12 I believe. The paint was peeling and the counters were covered in dust. The tiles were now old and cracked. There was a door that led into a small laundry room and out to another door to the outside. They were both slightly opened. I walked down the creaky porch steps and up the gravel driveway.
This road was shaped like a horshoe, which is really funny seeing how it's actually named Horseshoe RD. Left and right were lines of houses or trailers. I went left, passing old friends houses, remembering the time I rode my bike and it completely flipped over the log to my right. The neighborhood was run down now, not to mention abandoned.
In an instant the scenery changed, I was in the same area but now in the woods that surrounded it. As a kid I walked through every inch of it with my friend Allayna, but now I was running from something and I had no idea where I was or what was happening. I just kept running and running from who or what I do not know. Then something jumped on me and I clawed the ground in pain, and it changed again.
I was in a house that I had never seen, the walls were a pale blue and the rug was squares within each other. There was a wool couch to my right and a table to my left. Right before me was my mother, the woman I had just argued with, covered in blood. She stood and looked at me. I felt awful, I blew up on her for trying to help me. I even said I hated her.  She just wanted me to be happy, and I wanted her to be. "Mom," I said. I looked at her with sad eyes, I wanted her to know I was sorry.
But the look she gave in return shocked me, there was no sadness, no love, no sorrow, no forgiveness, no hatred. Only dead, soulless eyes that stared directly at me. "Mom," I whispered " I'm sorry. "No you're not." That was her response. I quickly choked out "Y-yes I am mom I love you!" I was crying, I didn't even notice. "No you don't, you never did," she spoke with such calmness and hate, but her eyes remained the same. "I wasted my life on you," she spat. "Mom no please," the room got darker and I could smell blood everywhere " I need you." "I hate you," she said.
She was gone now and everything was dark, but I felt like I was surrounded by people. I could hear the voices of every single person that ever talked bad about me. I could hear every rude thought.
Yet I couldn't see a thing.
The air left my lungs and I heard laughter. Horrible hideous laughter and It got louder, and louder, and louder. I screamed and cried but nothing I did could be heard. Then I whispered the only thing I could hear "Mom..." And in that moment, I woke up.

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Okay anyways 625 words
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I guess I'm trying to make sure I don't skip anything important because I have thought about this story for a while.
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