When I was discharged Andy offered to drive me home. Every fibre of my being wanted to reject him, never see him again but I didn't have the money for a cab and he was the only one who offered. I stared out the window the whole time, not giving him the satisfaction of timidity. Instead of taking me to my dad's house he drove me to a quiet cul-de-sac and pulled up outside a small two story house that had a little front garden with a white fence around it.
"What's this?" I asked.
Andy handed me a key, "Your place."
"My place?" I breathed.
He nodded, "You were right all along. I want to take care of you."
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I care about you," he replied, "And I care about our children."
I felt the anger bubbling, "You can't just buy my forgiveness. You left me when I needed you..."
"Look I know!" He cried, "Jesus fuck I reacted badly ok. There is stuff going on that you don't know about so we can't be together but god knows I need to know you are safe."
"What do you can sleep at night?" I tutted.
"No because like it or not I still love you," he shot back, "To think everything that has happened to you has been my fault kills me. I want to at least try and make this shit train right. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, fuck me I don't blame you if you hate me but..."
"Thank you," I whispered. The anger stowed away. He was trying. That's what mattered, "What is this place?"
He swallowed, "I brought it as a rental property when we first moved back. The renovations were done by me and a friend of mine."
I nodded slowly, "I can't pay..."
He shook his head, "I don't expect you to," he unclipped his seat belt, "Want to go inside?"
I smiled weakly, "Sure."
Inside was small but perfect. We walked straight into to living room which was already furnished with two red sofas and a tv in the wall with a small coffee table in the centre. Andy said all the rooms were white as he didn't know what colours I would want. The kitchen was a glossy black and already was stocked with a few bits of food as well as cutlery and red tea-towels and red mugs, bowls and plates. A small wooden dining table stood in the middle of the room. Upstairs had a small bathroom in white tile and black flooring with a plain white bathroom suite as well as two bedrooms. The first one we came to was a small one with a single crib in it with a mobile above it and a peak in the corner.
"Don't worry. I have two more cribs coming," Andy said, "You will be ready for our babies."
I smiled. He had thought of everything. He then led me next door to my bedroom. It had a standard double bed, wardrobe and chest of drawers. There were a few pair of clothes in there to start me off. The bedding was dark red, which seemed a theme in the house alone with white. I felt like crying.
"Andy it's beautiful," I breathed, "Thank you so much!"
Without even thinking, I kissed him. He didn't stop me. He curled his arms around me and pulled me close and I obliged. I didn't want this moment to end, I wanted him to hold me and kiss me like he was no for all eternity. I knew I shouldn't, I should hate him but I couldn't. I didn't forgive him but I felt so alone in this world that was starting to get more daunting. I needed someone on my team.
"Stay with me tonight," I pleaded.
He sighed, "Sam I can't..."
"Please," I begged. I felt tears prick my eyes, "I'm not asking you to because I want to be a mistress or anything, I'm asked because I'm scared of being alone."
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My Best Friend's Sexy Bachelor Of A Dad (Mature Content) (Complete)
RomanceSamantha and Gemma have been inseparable since they met at the age of three years old. They tell each other everything.....well.....almost everything. Andy Woodbridge is Gemma's father. A recently divorced father. Who Sam has the hots for. Who she h...