Royal Secret

chapter 31- Zekes' Heartbreak

Zeke's P.o.v (omg yay! But poor thing how dare she keep it from him for so long)

I watch in my mirror as she gets smaller. Racing down the quite streets I reach home quickly. I will probably wake my whole neighborhood as I slam the car door shut and every other door till I reach my room.

"Zeke! Zeke! Shut up! Zeke" my mom shouts walking into my room. I hear the screams of Drew who hates being woken and the footsteps of someone else.

I grab the closet thing to me and chuck it at the wall realising it was the photo of me and penny well lily. Jesus how could she keep this from me. She's had plenty of options. And she didn't trust me like f*cking hell I'm a student who the hell would I tell! Who the hell would believe me!

I grab something else chucking it at the wall before walking to the wall and punching it.

Someone grabs me from behind pulling me away from the wall, I thrash out of their grip. "Zeke! Stop!" My mom shouts as warm tears slide down my face. "Oh Zeke" she cries bringing me into a hug while I pathetically break down.

"Shhh it's okay. Shh"

******

Waking up was something I didn't want. I struggled to open my eyes and my muscles hurt. I eventually get up to a clean room with no glass anywhere but a few holes in the wall. A reminder of what has happened.

Stupid lying b*tch.

I stumble out of my bed changing into some sweats and a new T-shirt before walking down the stairs. Passed the kids in the living room as they watched some cartoon.

"What do we do, I know he has a violent streak but that he was scary" I heard my moms voice.

"Something must have gone on in his date. He cried for goodness sake he never cries. Something must have gone on with him and penny"  my sisters voice pipes up. Yes something did happen I found out she's a liar.

The one girl I finally found who I could allow myself to loved had to go and lie to me. Heck she's isn't normal either she's a f*cking princess! Like I don't need that I'm a young man! So what if I love her, I'll get over her eventually.

"Well if every time something doesn't go he's way he can't come home like that and scarying everyone especially the kids. And he can't go punching walls that's going to cost so much." My dad says angrily of course all he cares about is he's stupid house and money.

"Don't worry I'll pay for the f*cking wall and I didn't mean to scare the kids but I was hurt and angry so maybe instead of you constantly thinking about money how about you show some love to your eldest lad or isn't that how you want to do it. Would you rather just kick me out?" I say angrily getting close to him.

"Oh you will be paying for the wall and no I don't care if your angry you shouldn't have come in like that. Our neighbors are complaining of the noise and your driving and I do love you but you just can't go punching everything, you are an adult for crying out loud" I let out a laugh oh course it's the neighbours.

"Right god forbid I embarrass you I'm so sorry dad wouldn't want the neighbours thinking so lowly of this family! A angry and violent son would be devastating for your reputation" I sharply say to him before marching out.

"Zeke play with me!" Elisa shouts as I pass, drew starts to chant as well "I can't go ask our loving father to" I left after that getting into my car and driving off.

*****

"Zeke what the hell is the matter with you!" Mr j shouted as they all watched me from a fair as I battered the punching bag.

"Leave me alone" I say before going back to the bag. I can't talk I'll cry and I can't cry in front of the lads.

"Zeke stop. Talk to me" Mr j says grabbing the bag pushing it away making me face him.

"I'm not talking" storming away I end up in the locker room not thinking where I was going. Mr j and Aiden soon had me corned as I sigh sitting down on the bench.

"You better start talking we are not leaving till you told us what is wrong. We can be here all night" Aiden sits sitting opposite me arms folded and the do not mess with me look on his face.

2 hours later my phone was dead and I was hungry. I'd tried to get out but was out numbered.

"F*ck sake. Just let me out, I'm not talking and we all know we are hungry" I groaned out throwing my stupid phone in my bag.

"Oh don't worry we are fine its you" Mr J says walking towards the door. I quickly got up following but Aiden got in front of me blocking my way.

"Move out of my way aid or I swear to god ill beat you out of the way" I threatened standing closer to him. He surprisingly moved. Trying the door handle it was locked.

"This is pathetic just let me out! F*cking hell"
Why won't the just realise I don't want to talk. This is so stupid we are going to be here all day.

The door opens again as Mr j walks back in pizza in hand. "Aiden go prepare for the fight" he ordered before sitting opposite of me.

"So she's told you"

"You knew!"

"Of course I have seen that girl grow up, the kingdom has seen her grow up and although she true to change her voice them eyes are so unique it's hard not to see it"

Why the hell didn't I make that link. God I could have avoided this along time ago.

"You can't be mad at her Zeke. She's a princess there's a lot of pressure on her and dating is one of them. She is always in the public eye would you have rather her tell you and then suddenly your thrown into a world of media that you have no idea off, how would you act, how would your family cope. She did this to protect you and herself. What if you wasn't who you said you was?" He explained letting me just listen to rashional thoughts.

But that wasn't going to make a difference now, I'm hurt and upset, this is a huge responsibility for me.

*******

He's utterly destroyed and so confused.

Poor Zeke😭😭😥😨😩

What will happen to Zenny/Zily

Although this wasn't the best chapter I enjoyed writing it.