Till We Meet Again

6

I can't see any way out of this.

My feeling keeps on rebelling, and my heart telling me to tell him the truth.

And I cannot resist it either.

So I use my chance when we are watching movies at night in my room.

I told him that he is changing to a different person and I don't like it. I told him that I care for him since we are kids, just like he did for me. I told him I want to know what his problems are and maybe he and I can figure the way out together . I told him that I don't want to lose my best friend, my guardian. I don't want things to change without any reason, just like him changing without any apparent reason.

And I told him I love him.

He looks shocked. He looks happy. He looks confused.

There are a lot of emotions in him right now and he can't show it through his face. He can't show it to me. But I know. I always know him.

He told me that things are getting rough right now and he can't tell me why yet. He said it's not a suitable time to explain. But he will explain once this is over. He's sorry if this situation put me in a state of feeling abandoned. He doesn't want to lose me too; he doesn't want to lose what we had all this time.

And then he said he wasn't feeling very well and sleepy.

So he goes back to his house.

Leaving me clueless about the answer to my last statement.