Till We Meet Again

5

My life revolves around him just like the earth revolves around the sun.

Losing him is like losing a part of my family.

And I hope I am one of his.

When he turns 21, he started to change.

He started to back away from me. I don't know why. Did he know? Did something happen?

I asked his family about it and his mother said that he has a few problems to settle. But she doesn't tell what kind of problem he was dealing.

Even my parents won't tell what it was about.

I try to figure it out myself.

But the more I ask, the more he deny.

The more I want to spend time with him, the more he will be 'busy'.

Seeing my best friend, my protector, my guardian, and the love of my life, like that, hurts me. What did I do to deserve to be treated like that?

Things get more complicated and I don't even understand any of it.

But I'm still hoping it will be okay.

I'm not going to let our friendship that we build for years just ended like that. It's rare to see a friendship that have reached a decade and still make it. So I'm not going to lose it.

I just want 'us' like before; happy, no worries and problems free.

Even if I have to keep this feeling to myself. Even if that means I will be sad because I can't see you the way I used to : love
Even if I have to cry every night because I can't have you the way I wanted to.

Even if it hurts.

I won't mind.

I just want you to spend time with me as long as you can.

That's all I ever wanted in my life.

Please.