Chapter 13~ Shame

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Hey Lovlies :) I hope everything is going well! Enjoy <3

I feel like it's fillers a lot but it's to build Jace and Bella as they are and not many people are reading rn so I'm taking some time to make sure I'm writing what I want in the story
So I am very happy for the those of you who enjoy it ❤️

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Tuesday 6:19 AM

Bella's POV

I had laid awake in my bed for probably an hour, staring at the ceiling. I had gotten back home about five hours ago but had gotten only two hours of sleep. Exhaustion had taken over my body and I had no motivation on going to school. I had heard footsteps outside my room, I sighed knowing my brother was awake. I lazily turned my body over to check my phone. I had one text from Jace, four hours ago.

J: Sorry I didn't get back to you but goodnight Bell😊

I sighed and didn't feel like replying at that moment.

"Bella what the hell are you doing with your life?" I whispered to myself. I've been doing that a lot lately. And this time, I'm not joking about it. I really don't know what I'm doing and why. But like always I pushed the thought away and got up to get ready for school.
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11:27 AM

I sat at the normal round lunch table I do everyday surrounded by Megan, Mason, Collin, and James. Of course two seats were empty without Jace and one seat was always empty. Today though I picked at my food, occasionally scrolled through twitter and Instagram, switching between apps out of boredom. Megan, Mason, and James were in a deep conversation, well more like arguing, about an answer on our math paper from class. Collin was working on a paper, taking a few moments to take a bite of food.

"Bella, tell this dumbass here that number twelve is 19." Megan spoke to me, I looked between them.

"No, Bella, tell this little hoe that the answer is 36." Mason fought back, Megan gave him a dirty look.

"I think you're both idiots," James threw his hands in the air in frustration." It's clearly 42." James said. I rolled my eyes and got out the same paper they had. I looked at number twelve and sighed.

"It's 42." I say to them.

"HA!" James shouted and snatched the paper from them." Suck on that bitches." The typical things still went on though my mind was still elsewhere. Jace comes back tomorrow and I don't know what I'm going to say to him. I haven't even told my small group of friends about last night.

"I'll catch up with you guys later." I speak while putting on my bag, and picking up my tray.

"Oh," Megan replied, as they four of them looked at me. "Well alright, you good?" She then asked.

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