Born for the Sex God

06 : How many times?

I was in the middle of working my stories but I'm really spaced out right now, ilang araw ko nang hindi nakakausap si Chaos. Yeah, hindi naman kami nag-uusap masyado but it's so sad to think that para lang akong walang kasama sa bahay.

I sighed and finish it all and went home. Nakakapanlumo ang katahimikan sa bahay. Nanigas ako when I saw his car on the parking space already. Nandito na sya? Baka galit na naman iyon!

I quickly parked my car and went inside. Nabingi na lamang ako sa katahimikan na nadinig.

"Chaos? are you home already?" I exclaimed at iniligpit ang mga gamit ko.

"Yeah, can you iron this?" he said in a cold tone and handed me his blue polo sleeve. Tumango ako at nagpunta na sa may laundry room and iron his polo sleeve. Inayos ko talaga dahil ayoko mapahiya sya. I went out of the room and handed it to him with a smile on my face. He eyed at me and get the polo. Tatalikod na sana ako ng tawagin nia ako.

"Take that shitty ribbon tie off of your hair. You'll never going to be pretty," he casually said and walked away.

I was left dumbfounded. Para akong nahulugan ng langit at lupa sa sinabi ni Chaos. Alam ko naman na di niya ako mahal eh but does he really have to say that?

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I washed the plates and clean the house para makalimutan ang masakit na sinabi sa akin ni Chaos.

You'll never going to be pretty

I sighed and look at the envelope na hinatid lang ng mailman sa akin kaninang umaga, it was the electric bill. Wala pa akong sweldo and I promised to myself that I will not ask my parents for financial support.

I cleared my throat at nagtungo malapit sa sala and saw Chaos, he's watching a movie right now, but I could tell that he's also working something on his laptop.

"Chaos.." pagtawag ko sa kanya pero tila wala itong naririnig "Chaos.." I repeated, and repeated for a couple of times "Chaos!" I almost exclaimed.

Tinignan nia ako na may pagkapikon sa mukha "Ano?" irita niyang tanong, he looked like he lost his patience.

"The electric bill came and wala pa akong sweldo," nahihiya kong sabi sa kanya.

Umirap ito at tumingin ulit sa television. "Si mommy na magbabayad," he coldly said . I let out a huge sigh and nodded, feeling defeated.

"Hannah, clean my room," he said before I could leave the room. Hindi siya parang nanguutos o nagmamakaawa. He said it like he was stating.

I heaved a heavy sigh at tumango na lang ako para hindi na kami mag away. After cleaning the whole dining room agad akong nagpunta sa kwarto niya at nagsimulang maglinis.

I put away his dirty clothes and started wiping the figurines on his shelf and also his books. I piled his shirts on the cabinet and took off the dusts. Inarrange ko na din ang mga gamit sa kwarto niya. I saw his jacket on the floor, nang kuhain ko ay biglang may nahulog na note.

In my curiosity, I read it. Para akong nalagutan ng hininga sa nabasa ko at sa dahilan na nahulog ko ulit ito.

Thanks for the hot and wonderful steamy night Eros babe.
Love, Ileana

Hanggang kailan niya ba ako sasaktan? Ilang beses niya ba ako sasaktan? I sighed as tears started rolling down from my eyes. Hindi na nga siguro nya ako mamahalin.