Pain, Suffering, and Numb

Demon

With dark hair

Blue eyes

A kind smile

A painful past

I want her

I want her to go away

I need her

I beg her don't stay

Why return

Why remember

Why care

Why say yes

This is her fault

This is my fault

I'm so sorry

I'm so angry

Am I forgiven

Do I want to be

Have I forgiven her

Does she need it

I kissed her lips

I regret it

I miss it

She only regrets it

What's dead should stay buried