Chapter 4

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Brian's Pov

I pulled up my pants groaning in pain. "You'll be fine babe." Matt said and I almost attacked him with kisses because the pet name he just gave me. "Ok here we go." Johnny said as we all started to leave. By the time we were at the exit, and made it out side we were surrounded. I was surrounded by everyone,Paparazzi, Fans, Security, and the boys. Well I understand why the boys are so close but now we aren't as close as we were, when we made it out of the building, not even close to it.

Actually we are quite far apart, and just my luck we were ushered to a stop by our security, them yelling something about how our tour bus isn't back from getting gas in it so we have to wait. I couldn't really make out what all was being said because the security was so far a head of me.

My breathing started to become heavy and uneven. First I have people shouting things like this at me... "Kill yourself Synyster, Matt will never love you." A guy yelled. "Brian, you're a disgrace to everyone quere." Another guy yelled. "Gates, you're worthless, why don't you just disappear trust me no one will miss you." Some else yelled.

Secondly I have people pressing up against me. This is the worst part because I'm severely claustrophobic, I try to control it but right now, I just can't. A guy is currently pressing up against me grinding his junk up on me. He got close to my ear and said, "Don't worry sexy. I'd fuck you." Then the guy was pushed away, only to be replaced with two more guys, who were pushing up against me one on my front and one on my back. How are people not realizing what is happening? "Don't ever let us find you in the street, or I'll make you hate men. I will take something from you that you've probably never lost." The guy in front said. "Your virginity." The guy in back said laughing, which yes it was true. Although I'm part of a very successful band... No, I've never lost my virginity.

My breathing, was coming out in little gasps. Everything was getting to be too much, once I was able to finally break away from most of the people I was starting see black dots dancing in front of my eyes. Then the ground started to get closer and closer, soon enough my head broke my fall and immediately I was knocked out by the force.

Matt's Pov

We made it only about 10 feet before the boys and I were spilt apart and that's when I started to worry. I tried my best to find Brian but I couldn't. The only thing I can hear is  people yelling rude things out to him. I slowly started to push my way through the crowd, I have to find Brian. When I made my way through a small part of the crowd, I saw Brian fall to the ground and that's when I just started pushing everyone around me trying to get to him.

"Move, move." I screamed, I made my way to Brian, leaning down to him, trying to shake him awake. "Bri, c'mon wake up." I said rolling him over and that's when I noticed that his head was bleeding. I picked Brian up making my way around the fans and paparazzi, meeting up with Johnny and Zacky in front of our tour bus that was now pulling in the parking lot.

"Matt what happened to him he's bleeding?" Johnny said pressing his hand over the wound to try and stop the bleeding, kinda like what I did to Bri's thighs when they were bleeding. Which made me remember something, I looked down to his thighs, thanking god that no blood was seeping through his clothes.

Brian groaned in pain when Johnny pressed his hand on his head. "He fainted now lets just get him on the bus." I said urgently, watching the bus pull up in front of us. I carried Brian up on the bus, walking him to my bunk setting the awfully light boy on it. "Zacky try and go find me some gauze, Johnny go get me some ice with a wet rag." I said making both boys scatter to find the products I needed.

I started to strip Brian of his clothes, after feeling the heat that was radiating off his body. I took off his shoes and socks, pulling his pants off right after. I made my way to his shirt, pulling it over his head very softly making sure not to touch his head. I laid my hands on his chest and he was still burning up. I took off my shirt, setting it under Brian's head, to prop him up more.

Johnny came in, handing me the wet rag, and ice. "Is he going to be ok?" Johnny asked quietly. I nodded my head yes, although I myself was still a little unsure. I was wiping the blood off Brian's head when Zacky came in with the gauze. "I'm sorry it took so long but here you go." Zacky said handing me the gauze.

I wrapped the gauze around Brian's head, setting the ice on top of it softly. "Matt why did you take is clothes off?" Johnny snickered. I sent him a death glare, letting him know I wasn't in the mood for jokes, saying.  "He's burning up I had to do something." Johnny seemed to understand how mad and upset I was because he just gave me a sad smile. All of our heads snapped towards Brian when we started to hear him mumble something.

Brian's Pov

*Brian's Dream*

"Matt will never love you." The reporter yelled, making Matt look over to at me, laughing. "Me love someone like Brian." Matt said letting out a horse laugh. "That'll never happen. And besides I'm not gay, and even if I was I sure as hell wouldn't love someone like you." Matt said getting up to leave, without another word.

I grabbed Matt's hand and said. "Matt don't leave. Please Matt, please. You don't have to love me just please don't leave me." I cried into his arm.

*End Of Brian's Dream*

Matt's Pov 

Brian's hands attached to my arm, squeezing it. "Matt don't leave. Please Matt, please. You don't have to love me just please don't leave me." Brian said crying, his eyes still shut. "Bri wake up, please wake up. I'm not leaving just wake up for me ok?" I said. Brian shot up from his sleep looking around the room the ice falling to his lap, his face paled and he ran to the bathroom.(Sorry Matt's Pov was so short. I just wanted you to know what he was thinking..)

Brian's Pov

I shot up from my horrible dream a bag of ice falling onto my lap. I looked around the room, suddenly I felt something coming up. I got up threw the ice off my lap, running to the bathroom, I fell to my knees in front of the toilet, everything in my stomach coming up. Through the sound of my wretched puking I heard footsteps come running into the bath room.

I threw up four times, leaving nothing in my stomach, I flushed the toilet, shutting the lid. I rinsed my mouth out with mouth wash, only to fall back down to the floor when I was finished. "I don't feel good." I said looking up to the boys that were standing in the door way. I lifted my hand up to my head and said "Who? Who helped me and why am I in my boxers?" I ran my hand over the gauze carefully.

"I-I helped you, and I took off your clothes because you were burning up." Matt said, making my heart soften. Then my dream dawned on me. "You're not going to leave me are you Matt?"

"No Bri. I'm not but you have to come lay down you might have a concussion." Matt said and so I did I got up, walking over to Matt's bunk, laying down on it. "Who said you could lay in my bed." Matt said giggling, raising his eye brows. "Oh I-I'm sorry I just, I thought.. I... Never mind I'll get up." I said, sitting up slowly, only to be stopped by Matt.

"No it's fine I was only kidding. Actually I would prefer you sleep with me from now on" I couldn't help the smile that was growing on my face. "Brian don't get mad at me for asking but can I see your scars on your wrists?" Johnny asked. I looked up to the short man, nodding my head slowly.

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