Saying Goodbye

I'm Taylor Adams and i've spent the last 4 months in hospital being force fed "healthy food" to gain weight. I tried so hard to hide it, I tried so hard to ignore the names, I tried so hard to be perfect but i failed. I am 5'8 and after many months of starving and throwing up, I finally reached 100 lbs but I still felt fat and I was still ugly so I thought if I could lose a little more then I'd finally be pretty and all the names would stop. I lost all my friends because of Ana and i'm sure my family hates me because of Mia. I've been told I did it to myself and I believe every single word. Who ate and ate until they couldn't walk? Me. Who just couldn't say no to fastfood? Me. I made myself fat, I welcomed Ana and Mia into my life and I will say goodbye to Ana and Mia.

Look at you, you pig. Do you realise how many calories and sugar are in that cereal? Ana says, disgust written all over her face. She's sitting across the table, visible to no one but me. I'm almost convinced to throw my cereal away but then I remember my promise.

"Eat up honey" My mum says anxiously, watching my every move like a crow. I nod and do as she says. I finish up and let my father inspect my plate. He nods and I get up to go to school.

Today is my first day at my new school. 'A fresh start' mum says. No one knows me there. I hope no one knows me there.

"Class we have a new student today." Miss Selfridge, my new math teacher announces. Loud mummering emmidiatley follows. What if they don't like me? I think to myself. My thoughts are cut short when Miss Selfridge apears and beckons me inside the classroom. I brace myself and walk in, head held high. I scan the audience for any familliar faces and my eyes stop at him. What's he doing here? Why is he here? I can feel his piercing blue eyes judging me. He looks me up and down then smirks. He messes his shaggy brown hair up like he did back then. Before them.

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Sorry this is so short but i'll add more tomorrow. thank you for reading :)