Cinematic
[sin-e-matik]
adjective
1. of or relating to motion pictures
vain
[veyn]
adjective
1. excessively proud of or concerned about one's own appearance, qualities, achievements, etc.;conceited: a vain dandy.
2. proceeding from or showing pride in or concern about one's appearance, qualities, etc.; resultingfrom or displaying vanity
3. neffectual or unsuccessful; futile
4. without real significance, value, or importance; baseless or worthless
5. Archaic. senseless or foolish.
It's odd how two words can sum it up a complexity of experiences.