Special

Rethink

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Xander POV

"Stupid"

"Fool"

"Idiot"

"Moron"

"Son of a b*tch"

I kept insulting myself for rejecting my beautiful mate. My wolf Tyler is completely ignoring me and I don't think he would forgive me until I apologize to Mara.

I have known her for a very long time and I have always watched her from far but I couldn't approach her because I thought she would run away like she does to other people.

My parents are going to be disappointed in me but I don't care because I rejected her for a reason.

Like the stalker that I am. I secretly follow her home after school everyday. She doesn't seem to notice. I wonder if she has ever shifted into her wolf.

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As I walked into the pack house I felt a hand sneak around my waist. Unwilling to have a conversation I turned around and I met eyes with Allura.
The perfume all over her makes me want to throw up. Why did I ask her to be my girlfriend again? I thought to myself.

"Babe what's wrong" her high pitched annoying voice reached my ears

"Nothing.. Why are you here? I asked while I pulled her hands away from me. I feel really sick and disgusted with myself that my mate isn't the one touching me right now.

How could I have rejected the one and only person who could make my life complete. I am such a fool.

The word fool isn't enough to describe my stupidity.

I wonder how she feels.

"Oh I am sure she feel great that her mate rejected her. She must be dancing happily in her room right now or laughing and rejoicing" Tyler snapped sarcastically.

I couldn't reply because I knew I was the bad guy here. Damn I did it to protect her for crying out loud. She is known be to an omega and I am sure people wouldn't respect her as their Luna.
For sure I would go crazy if they don't respect her but I don't want her to see my monster.

The monster that kills more than 50 wolves in 3 seconds.

The monster that does anything to protect his loved ones even if it cost risking the pack's lives.

I don't want her to take the responsibility of people that treat her like trash. Well I guess I am one of them now..
She must really hate me for rejecting her and then asking the person had always bully her to be my girlfriend but that is what I want.
I want her to hate me so she can move on. The thought of her moving on makes Tyler and I go crazy. I mean who wants to see their mate with another guy but then again I deserve this and I really don't have much of a choice than to apologise. I have hurt her enough and besides she might not want to see me. I don't want to get her hopes up or anything. I will respect her desicion if she wants me to go away.

My mother had always told me stories about mates when I was younger and I have always wanted a very beautiful one which I have. I have never really thought about rejection because that is totally unnecessary.

"Are you even listening to me" Allura called out while waving her hands at my face to get full attention from me.

"Can you get out" I snapped at her.

Couldn't help but feel sorry because I am using her as a distraction but my mind keeps wandering to my mate.

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Waking up from the sound of pots crashing one another. I opened my eyes to see Blake my bestfriend laughing his heads off.

"What the heck man" I groaned loudly.

Pounding and crushing, a pattern of pain in my head drags my attention away from the noise.

"It's 4 in the evening man. Why are you sleeping. Let's go party!!"

"Shut the fudge off you stupid child"

"Foolish werewolf"

"No one ask you to describe yourself"

"Oh darling go buy yourself a personality... I am pretty sure they sell in eBay or maybe you could check Amazon"

"There is only one thing that is keeping me away from breaking you in half, I don't want two of you around!!" I called

Yup that is how we compliment each other every day. If Blake wasn't my bestfriend I would have ripped his head off for waking me up like that.

Walking straight up to the bathroom I brushed my teeth, did my everyday business.

So let me tell some story about the pack. My parents who are the leaders of the Crescent Moon pack(Ace and Liza) are amazing people who have given birth to me and my little brother David.

I am going to be the Alpha in a few months so I am currently preparing and training.

Crescent moon pack is one of the largest and most dangerous pack that has ever existed. We hardly get a rogue attack and the last time we had one was when I was eight. This is where I lost my beloved grandfather. Anyways I am currently on a mission to find the white wolf pack.

White wolves are special wolves born with powers like mind reading, being able to see someone's future by holding their hands(psychics), controlling weather and many other. They hide away from other wolves because few packs like to use them for their powers and eventually kill them.

Walking downstairs to see my mom having a conversation with some her friends. I immediately ran to the kitchen just to avoid having to greet them. No offence but they just like to talk too much about finding a mate which gets me really annoyed and the fact that I have found mine but rejected her disappoints me which means I am inconsolable right now.

I really need to talk to someone.

AN
Well yeah that's it for this week. I hope you enjoyed😉😘
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- Yuki