Special

Never Again

AN
I have loads of plan for this book so I am considering taking my time in writing this book (^_^)
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Mara's POV

Almost a month now since I got rejected and I finally learn to ignore everything that has to do with Xander.

The meeting with the alpha and Luna went great, they were so nice to me and my family.
I was able to avoid Xander and his friends. The minute we entered the pack house I immediately recalled how I got rejected. If only I didn't go to the party that day I would have been able to prevent the hurt I feel when I see him in general.The pain I felt was very difficult to surpass however I am taking full responsibility of controlling my feelings. I will get the revenge that I want and make sure he feels pain ten times worse than mine. The thought of Xander hurt made Di growl inwardly at me. I couldn't care less what she thinks anymore, this is the first time in weeks that she made a sound. Di has always been the positive one in our relationship she encourages me to speak to people and make friends but ever since we got rejected she never say anything. When she hears the voice of Xander she always want to go up to him and beg(very pathetic) and when she hears the desperate call of his name from other girls she goes crazy as in wild. Her hunger for blood is getting out of hand and that is the reason as to why my parents are glaring at one another.

"Look honey she needs to leave and learn how to control her powers" my Dad finally broke the staring competition. I knew they were having a conversation through mind link about sending me to the white wolf pack. I really don't mind leaving this place because it is full of bad memories. The reason my parents are having this meeting is because I almost lost control of Di. One of Allura's follower decided that she wanted to annoy me just when I was in a bad mood. Images of Xander kissing Allura flash through my mind and I don't know where I got the courage to slam my fist right next to her mouth in the school corridor. Di was jealous and I was angry that she was jealous of the bitch and asshole. The control I had for Di died when Allura came out of nowhere smiling like an idiot. I just wanted to wipe the smile away from her stupid face

"How can you say that?" My mom's voice interrupt my train of thoughts.

"Mom it's fine by me I mean it's not that bad to do something new and accept my fate. The goddess would want me to do this and besides I haven't seen uncle James,aunt Molly and Logan since I was three and I barely remember them. This is a good opportunity to get to know them better." I said feeling tired of their meaningless argument.

She didn't look all convinced but it didn't take a genius to know she is consdering the idea.

"You can leave but not now." My mom said with concern written all over her face.

"Okay it's settled then"
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Weekend flew by so fast and I am currently going to history class.
History isn't too bad of a subject but I don't see the point of learning about the past when we could learn on how to survive for the future. School should teach about taxes and struggle of real life not some crap stuff that happened to my ancestors. My school WA (Wolf Academy) is a mixture of both werewolves and humans. Though the humans are just
"Pfft"
"Pfft"
I snapped my head faster than a speeding bullet if that is possible to find my best friend Zoe outside the class.Walking straight to the window.

"What?" I asked in the most irritated tone ever. I mean we just saw each other like 4 mintues ago.
"Calm down loser" she replied instantly.
I rolled my eyes at her bluntness.
"Keep rolling your eyes maybe you will find your brain somewhere in that big head of yours"
"Oh shut up and tell me what you want" I said while laughing at her insult.

"Have you heard about the mission?"

"What mission?"

"Do you even listen in class? After all thoes history lessons you don't remember what the Alpha has to do before becoming Alpha?"

"I know about that but what mission?"

"Xander has a mission to find the white wolf pack."

I gasped at that. Why is the gooddess doing this to me I am supposed to be leaving by next week. Is this what the goddess want? To make her child suffer from heart break? Well I might as well accept his reject so he can also feel some pain. But what is stopping me from doing that? Do I love him? No that can't be. I got over my crush for him a long time ago. Did I develop more feelings for him after discovering he was my mate? I need to get over this rotten feelings and move on.

"Earth to Mara" Zoe waved her hands fanatically at my face to bring my concentration back.

"I am sorry I was just thinking about something"

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Nope I'm good" I said while smiling at her.

I know she saw through my lies and fake smile but I am glad she didn't ask any questions about it. She gave me one last look of concern before walking to her class.
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The loud noise of student in the cafeteria is very disappointing and disturbing.
Eating my last chips I went straight to the bin to dump my disposable plate.
"Ouch" I just ran into a wall. Very cliche to know the wall was just Xander's rock hard chest. How I wish I could feel his body with my hands
More like cut his chamber of treasure with a knife and feed it to Allura the dog. I said to Di with pure disgust about feeling his body.

"Watch where you are going bitch" Allura sneered at me.I can't believe what I just heard. I didn't even notice her presence until she opened her mouth.
Let's just rip her head off
For the first in forever I agreed with Di. Who does she think she is to call me a bitch? Before I could take a step closer Xander swiftly dragged me outside the hall.

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AN

I am so sorry for not updating sooner. I know I deserved to be killed but you wouldn't have a book to read If i die so😋...