Nobody could explain how happy I was because I just had a boyfriend, I had Jonathan Anderson. I went to Nathan's instagram seeing his pictures, he got brown eyes, tall, messy brown hair, perfect abs, liked football and Justin Bieber. I was giggling to know the fact that he liked Justin Bieber. Because I couldn't resist my happiness, I tweeted him,
"The sweetest night ever, I will never forget this night. I love you."
All of sudden I forgot about my feelings to Phoenix because Nathan literally brain-washed me. I thought my friends on twitter would ignore that tweet because that was such a cheesy tweet but actually they noticed that tweet and tweeted me and Nathan,
"OMG! Congrats! you guys are together now?! OMG! belieber couple. Sweet!"
My interactions was about to explode that night. Everyone greeted me and I gained more friends. There was someone on twitter who was a friend of Nathan mentioned me.
"Hey you must be Nathan's girlfriend. Congrats! I'm so happy to know you're together now"
Yes, fangirling life is a lil bit cheesy but people there were genuinely nice.
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It'd been a week, I had been with Nathan. I'm friends with Nathan's friend named Renee until now. She asked for my kik and we share our stories one another. She had a Swiftie (Taylor Swift's fandom) boyfriend named Liam. He lived in Australia, the same as where Nathan lived.
I checked my interactions and I noticed Phoenix just favorited many pictures of me on twitter. He obviously stalked me because those pictures were uploaded about months ago. I went to his profile and stalked him. I clicked his following and he followed Nathan. I was like,
Dang! so he knows all of this? about my conversations on twitter with him but didn't say a word.
I understood him, he wouldn't ask do I have a new boyfriend or not but basically my chance to get closer with Phoenix was over. I took a deep breath and messaged him,
"Heyy"
"Heyy"
"How are you doing?"
"Good. you?"
"Yeah same"
That kind of conversation happened many times even until now? He started being so cold to me. Sometimes I asked his friend Alan what happened to him but he was literally ok and busy with school. Sometimes I thought he was jealous because I had a boyfriend but I felt so confident to say to because I wasn't sure Phoenix liked me or not. But I bet it was only my feeling, he didn't like me anymore but how could a guy willed himself to stay up late for me when he knew he had class in the following day. I convinced myself to forget about Phoenix, he was only my past. He was officially my ex-crush, I had to focus on my relationship with Nathan. I wish he could find someone who is good for him.
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Let Him Go (Completed)
JugendliteraturPatricia Wellington, a high-school student who has no idea about love and commitments meets Phoenix Burns, a dark red hair guy with British look on Omegle, a popular site which randomly connects to people around the world. As the days have passed, t...