Let Him Go (Completed)

Chapter 13 : Expect The Unexpected

I arrived at the train station, my father and my sister were waiting inside Dunkin' Donuts. I greeted them all warmly because I had missed them a lot, it felt like I haven't met them for years. Afterwards, my father went to hotel with my mother and I enjoyed the night with my sister in a bar.

"This is a great place to refresh my exhaustion which has been stucked in my head for a long time," I grinned.

"Yeah, I like being here. Care to tell about what has been going on with you?" said my sister as she took a gulp of her wine.

I was happy to have a sister like her, she knew how to make me feel better and she knew about Phoenix too. I didn't tell her about how I felt to him that moment because I thought that was only my random feeling and it should have not to be elaborated.

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It had been 3 days and I was about to go home by train. I got on the train with mom. I enjoyed my good time with my sister because she gave me many experiences I had never tried before. I went to Starbucks before to get some coffee and meals for the short trip to my home. I sat next to mom where she sat near the window. I saw a guy who looked like Renee's boyfriend and I tried to analyze him with my peripheral vision, but still, it wasn't him. He just looked alike.

I put my earpods on and mom was sleeping. Literally asleep. I know she was a lil bit awake but trying to sleep. I wanted her to sleep because I wanted to listen to the music instead of talking because my mind was still occupied with the thought of Nathan. He hadn't replied my message, I was worried about him and felt guilty.

Is he mad at me because of me being clingy and always nag at him?

But then, I started thinking about Phoenix. The first time I met him. His blue eyes was wonderland. I liked his eyes but I didn't like the new him. The new him hurted me and I easily got offended whenever I talked to him. I was kinda sleepy but I tried to stay awake.

I heard someone opened the door of my train because the sound of the door was very obvious. I saw a guy with curly brown hair walking towards the next door looking for something. He looked weird, if he wanted to go to the restroom, why didn't he go to the restroom behind instead of looking for the far one? His skin was white with a few freckles on both of his arms and not to mention, he was tall. He must be from somewhere overseas. Many people overseas were on the train and I was used to it. That guy didn't open the next door but went back instead. He passed my seat but then he took a step back and frowned at me. He blinked his eyes to me with surprised face. We had eye-to-eye contact and I was surprised to see his reaction to me.

"Holy Shit!" said that curly brown hair guy