Change My Mind: Book Three Of One Direction Series (Louis Tomlinson Fanfic)

Is It Really Too Late?

Louis' POV

I woke up to a text from Summer, saying that she and Zayn are heading back to London this noon, two days after staying in Bradford. They should arrive this afternoon. Right away, I asked the other lads and Alexa and Dana to help me out in arranging things in such a short notice. I wanted to make this perfect even it won't seem very important to Summer. Because honestly for me, it is.

I am now on my way to the location which Dana and Alexa had chosen. I am as nervous as heck and I can't help but to fiddle with my fingers, trying to calm myself. They decided to come with me so that they can make sure that everything will go pretty well and make sure, Zayn won't ruin anything.

"Louis," that was Dana. I turned to her and she smiled. "Don't be nervous,"

"I cannot help it," I told her honestly. "What if I mess up?"

"No, you will not as long as you focus," Alexa interrupted.

"I'm insecure. I feel like I don't look good," I sighed.

"Since when did you feel like that Louis William Tomlinson?" Harry asked. "Is that you?"

"Shit, don't play some crap with me Harry Edward Styles," I shot him a glare.

"Well, I am not playing some crap around Tomlinson," he said. "I am serious. You never, ever feel insecure mate,"

"Well, just chill mates," Niall suggested. "This isn't the time for some fights or banters. We have to make this one successful,"

"Zayn just texted me and told me that they are on the way to the location," Liam chimed in and he looked to me. "I am excited,"

"Well, I am not," I sighed nervously. "That's unfortunate,"

"Cheer up Louis!" That was Alexa. I looked to her. I've always known that she is very cheerful and a happy go lucky girl. Niall is so lucky with her, and so is Alexa to Niall.

"I'm really scared!" I exclaimed.

"Mate," Harry said as he tapped my shoulder. "No time to back out," he shook his head. I sighed and huffed.

"Just remember to be normal around Summer," Alexa said. "It might work,"

"And always smile like this!" Niall said and showed his very wide smile that I swear is going to rip the skin in his neck if he widens it more. But I copied and tried to copy what Niall did. I whacked his head when I couldn't do it.

"Shit!" he cussed. "What did you did that for?!" he asked.

"I can't do it! Thanks somehow," I said.

"No need to slap a pretty face, you know that?" Niall spats.

"I am nervous!" I sang. "And I'm shaking now cause I'm fucking nervous!" I sang once again, in tune with our song 'Best Song Ever'.

"That actually sounds good. We should write a rip off of BSE and have it titled as "Fucking Nervous" and I'm pretty sure our career will be over for good," Liam said.

"Was that even a joke?" I asked. Liam looked to me, darting me blank looks. "Because, I almost laughed," I said in monotone. I sighed again and took a deep breathe. "I fucking cannot do this!" I screamed. "Let's not go please," I begged.

"Holy shit," Dana cussed. "Are you serious?!"

"I am. Now let's turn this thing around and go home,"

"No we are going," Harry interrupted. "You are going to meet up with Summer and be a fucking man Tomlinson,"

I held Harry's collar and pulled him to me. "I said I cannot do it! Which part of that sentence don't you understand?" I asked. He yanked my hand away and he grunted.