I think my mind is killing me
At first it was a tickle
A soft little whisper
Then it was something bigger
It tasted dank and bitter
With every beat of my heart
I wished from this world I could part
Because I do not belong
In a world that ignores my very song
Who am i you ask
Well I am a girl who wears a mask
I am no one
I am a girl undone
With every moment I survive
I i wish that i wasnt and every moment I dream
I wish I could stay asleep
I think its because my mind is murduring me
Hushing my silent screams
Biding me pleas hate
And I a humble follower
What does one do
When it is not people that hurt you
But you...
And what can you do
When your very mind rebukes you
But for good reason too
What I do
What I am
Is something of a monster
I have done ghastly things
I am a product of my shame
My mind alone is all that knows
My mind alone accuses
My mind has judged me
And found me lacking
Why not why not i ask me
What i do i know is twisted
What i am i know is wrong
How can I despise my mind for hating me
Of two faces how can I blame one
For i know what i have done
I know what i alone have done
And i hate me
Oh hate me for it
I think my mind is killing me
Its vines and roots are choking me
The shards of glass pumping through me
The roots of hate imbue me
And i am all the more elightened