Sophia's POV
Its been a month since I haven't heard from Threat. It's been a month since we talk and I've been hurt. It's been a month since he left but the pain inside my chest couldn't subside. I feel so lonely but I have to stand for my decision, for myself, and for the better.
Is this better? Am I doing the right thing?
Threat didn't come to School for a month. His friends doesn't have any idea where he was. But why do I care? We're over! I almost cry my balls out until there's no more tears come out. Those days he didn't enter our class, I felt shit.
I talk less. I eat less. I don't talk to my parents. I don't care about everything. And now, here I am alone in a spot where the first time Threat made me feel so happy. It's the day he confess his love for me. Also the place where I felt hurt. I remember the day Amara's suddenly came out of nowhere to inform me about Threat and his family.
That day I'm so broken!
I remember I walk in the rain barefoot almost crazy.
I remember the day Vince came and took care of me.
This hidden spot, our secret spot, and tree where we used to sit together. All of these... means so much to me. I took a deep breath.
I took a deep sigh. I decided to skip my way back inside the Academy and I made my way to the Library. I sat on the empty table, trying to recall the lesson for we are having a quiz in Mathematical logic! Damn it, I really hate Math!
I keep on reviewing until I start to scribble on my notes but thousands of unknown things keeps clouding my mind. And image of me and Threat in my room while he's helping me on something that confuse me in Math, suddenly appear in my mind. I remember that day we ended up tickling each other.
I'm going to fail the quiz, for sure! I took a deep sigh. I can't have mediocre grades in Math, I'm sure my parents would be very disappointed. All my life, I was aiming for A+ grades not to fail!
"There you are! I'm looking for you. Let's go, Pia. the gang's waiting at the Cafeteria."
By that accusing voice, I know it's my bubbly best friend. I tilt my head accepting her stares, I rolled my eyes at her.
"Can't you see, Ki? I'm on the urge of studying, for there's nothing in these lesson sink inside my pretty head." I stated lazily.
She looks like a Damn model in front of me, with her both hands on her hips. I heard her smirked while she start playing curl on her hair.
"Sorry can't help you with that. You know Mathematics is my worse enemy." She slightly chuckle and that, made me smile.
"Oh no, Kira! Let me rephrase your sentence.. The 'All of my subject is my worst enemy' is more appropriate than 'Mathematics is my worst enemy'." I stated shaking my head.
I saw how her eyes widen. "You're not a good friend after all, Pia.. God." She muttered.
I grin. "Well, just telling the fact."
"You know what, Pia? Stop thinking about your Evil prince. Pull your head out of the clouds.. The gang wants to know if you're fine."
"I'm fine." I said rolling my eyes.
"Yeah.. I can see that." Kira stated sarcastically.
I let out a deep sigh. I stare straight to her eyes while her face is in melancholy. Now, I know it was for me, everyone pity me, although I insisted that I'm fine. But who am I kidding? Myself? Everyone? I am hurting deep inside and here I am keep on hiding it.
