Remember to never forget an Casby fic(kinda)

Remeber to never forget

Alan pov

"WHAT?" I cried. He just shook his head. "How... how did this happen" I was so upset I wanted to slap him, but looking at how sad and hurt he looked I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to give him a hug and tell him everything is going to be okay but I couldn't do that because I didn't know what exactly was going on and if everything was okay. I helped him gather everything just as we heard Aaron's car horn beep outside. We all piled in. "Wait how about we split up, you guys search around here while I go look nearer to the town." Austin suggested. "I'm coming with you" I said automatically. They nodded so Austin and I climbed out for the car and get into his. They drove one way and we drove the other. "Don't worry Austin we'll find her she's around here somewhere." I said trying to calm him even thought I was probably just as scared as he was. "It's not just that Alan...it's" he handed me his phone with it already opened on messages. I looked at the texts they were opened to and my jaw dropped. "Austin why?" was all that came out. "I wish I knew I woke up this morning....at Gielle's place" he choked. That stung. I watched as the tears fall from his face and hit his pants. He looked at me "Im scared Alan, im really scared"

Hunter's pov an hour before

I walked countless blocks finding nothing. But then stopped in my tracks, what am I doing? I can just call the police. I pulled out my phone and dialed. "Hello this is Officer Martin speaking" a man's voice said quite abruptly. "um hi, I just ummm wanted to say uhh well I don't know how to say this but about a month ago I woke up and I can't remember who my parents are or what my name is or really anything so uhhhh yeah I was wondering if you could help me."

"Where have you been living?" he asked. "Oh umm well a member of this band took me in so I've been living with them and I uhh...." I trailed off.

There was silence on the other end and I was starting to wonder if Officer Martin had hung up. "Miss I don't know who you are but phoning the police station without a real emergency in an offence to the law and-" I cut him off "An offence what you think I'm lying to you? "

"Ma'am I think you should stop with the alcohol and drugs, there is a nice shelter for the homeless on 31st, and do not call here again okay now have a nice day." And with that the line went dead.

I wanted to cry but no tears would come. It was true, I had no one left. I looked back down at my phone thinking if maybe I should call Austin. I clicked on his contact and his texts came up. I reread them feeling the sadness bubble up. I kept walking; I walked through different paths avoiding the main roads.

After what seemed like forever I stopped. I had ended up at a bridge. It wasn't very busy I only see about four cars, three going one way and one going the other. "Go jump off a bridge" the text message repeated itself. Maybe I should. Nobody wants me around anymore so if im gone it wouldn't be such a big loss would it? It might be better even, they don't have to think about where I have gone and if im even still alive because I wouldn't be it might even ease them.

I took a few steps along the edge leaving my phone and money on the grass for someone else passing by. I looked down at my wrist where the silver charm bracelet Austin had given me the first day they had started tour. I unclipped it from my wrist and chained it to the bridge. I walked further along till I was around the middle of the bridge. I thought I heard someone calling my name but it was probably just the wind that had started to pick up, or maybe it was just my brain playing tricks on me.

When I let go I should feel the wind all around me, I'd feel the most amazing feeling in the world just free falling until id hit the water that would circle around me like sharks then drag me under where I'd let out my final breath and see nothing but black. Then what comes next, I do not know, it is beyond my comprehension.

I took a deep breath even thought I wouldn't need it and let go of the bridge with my right hand. The wind had gotten so fierce all I could hear was its loud whistling in my ears. It felt as if it was blowing strait through me. Some urged me forward as some tried pushing me back. I closed my eyes as one finger at a time I start to let go of the cold metal that is keeping me from falling. As my last finger slipped off I felt the falling sensation over take me like the wind, but it was not how I expected. I suddenly felt still, frozen in time, I felt the wind wrap around me and it was as if I was going upwards. Did I already hit the water and die? Was I on my way to heaven?

Austin's pov

I tried not to let my tears blur my vision but it was no use. How could I have said something like that to her? I couldn't think strait the guilt was to strong. I felt Alan's hand on my knee. "Austin it's a red light man stop!" I jammed on the breaks. I could hear Alan breathing hard as we waiting for the light to change. When it did I started right away I didn't want to stop, not till I find her and she's safe. "Austin pull over"

"No"

"Austin pullover now you can't drive like this" he was right. It was better he drive then me and gets us both killed. I stopped at the side of the road and we switched. "Austin stop shaking everything's going to be alright" I looked down at my hands and sure enough they were shaking like crazy. "Alan just start the car." He obeyed and we kept driving searching everywhere we could see. Aaron had called the police about twenty minutes ago but I still haven't got a call from them. A few more minutes went by and I started losing whatever hope I had left, it decreased every time we passed an empty street. The sun was almost finished setting; luckily it was summer time so it could still be light at this time. We approached a bridge and words began to sting my brain, go jump off a bridge I had said, if only I could tell her otherwise. "Alan I think im gonna be sick" he stopped the car and I ran out and leaned over the side of the bridge puking up till I felt nothing else would come. I barely took notice of the phone that had been left by someone. I was going to head back to the car when something shiny caught my eye. I leaned down and unclipped the silver object from the bar. I dropped to my knees once I realized what it was. I heard Alan rush out of the car and kneel beside me. "What is it, Austin speaks to me please" I could hear him hold back tears. "This is hers Alan' I said barely above a whisper. I looked up across the bridge to see it empty, it was just us. "We're too late.

Everything after that was a blur. I remember screaming out and Alan holding me down. A girl I cared about just killed herself because of me. Because of my drunk and careless behaviour. At the time I knew deep down that she took stuff to seriously but I was too caught up to take that as a warning. I remember the police and the rest of the band showing up watching me as I lay on the ground sobbing. It took all of them to drag me away from the bridge. I was placed in a car alone in the back seat whilst someone started driving. After a while I was dragged out by only one small figure I couldn't see because my eyes were covered in tears. I heard a door unlock and I felt myself being push inside. After a few steps I felt myself fall onto a soft surface and there I cried myself to sleep.