Mask

Feelings 02.

   Nelson drinks himself to sleep that's the only way he feels his anxiety can "go away". The only way he can find himself feeling normal. He slept it of and woke up the next  morning under his soft messed up sheets. He walks downstairs he says to his Parents " Hello mother hello father".    If you can't tell Nelson is a strange boy but he treats his mother and father with lots of respect he was raised to be the perfect son in the perfect Christian family. But as anybody knows nobody's perfect. He's a awkward boy who loves hanging out with his friends. He puts on a smile everyday to please everyone and lightens the mood to a bad situation but he can't get over his situation.
                  AND LATER
Nelson walked to school and met up with his friends in the band room they have been working on music for there performance the past three days. Nelson sees Kacy he warmly greets her with a tight hug. He says Hi to Zander which he calls the girl magnet. He walks over to Stevie helping her learn the notes for the guitar then he saw him.... Kevin Reed the love of his life funny athletic and his best friend since kindergarten. He could talk to Kevin for hours about anything there dreams hopes crushes well not crushes now. "Hey Kevin I can't wait to perform tonight are new song with the band but anyways
want to come over after school watch a movie and practice"Nelson said this with glee and excitement in his eyes that he was clearly trying to hide. "Sure why not  see you at 4:00 I'll bring Star Wars and we'll binge watch all the episodes but first I'm going to help Kacy for some design project " Kevin said happily Nelson had felt a burning pit of jealousy in his stomach Kacy didn't know Kevin like he did. At least that's what he thought in his head.
Later on........
Nelson  went to his regular classes after study hall he saw Molly and her group of minions while he was walking to math she always threw a couple insults here and there but it never phased him it was normal things like weirdo freak ugly the usual until she said something that truly hurt Nelson inside and out. " where's your loser poor friends and the black one you love so much Corey Koran am I getting closer..., who cares I don't care about your poor people" She laughed like the devil. Her minions followed in unsion cackling with horrfic laughter. Nelson was very puzzled about what Molly remarked. He got very angry about it and he told her off " Well Molly you might think there dirty losers but they'll be better than you will ever amount to. You hate everyone who doesn't follow you because your scared of  somebody being better or different and F.Y.I his names Kevin." He felt pretty confident walking off and better after what he said until Molly said something that broke him. "Buddy your just mad that nobody wants you even your own best friend said your clingy faggot" Nelson felt hurt he wanted to break down right there he didn't want her to get that satisfaction he ran off to math class he was in deep thought. did the things Molly say were true he can't help he has feelings for his straight best friend. Does he even talk to Molly? Nelson had so many thoughts going on in his brain. Causing the math teacher to tell Nelson to stop zoning out. Then he zoomed out of school to get home little had he know and forgotten. Kevin was still coming....

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