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A Million Miles Away chapter o10

     Hey everyone I am so sorry I lied stuff came up never got to write so I am going to try to make to chapters today to make up for the wait. Also I am going to edit all my parts to make sure it is up to the quality you all deserve I am also going to start putting the story from their perspective. Signed MeganXLovley.

Forget love story.... This is a disaster Nelson is in much deep thought . Nelson ran and ran and ran. He felt like he ran a million miles. Thoughts flooded his head. He wanted to erease everything go back in time start over. All Nelson could think about " I am such a idiot a dumb boy for thinking he would remember me I don't have confidence who am I kidding I can't live I never have been living... ". Nelson arrived at home out of breath with a heavy heart. Things take a turn for the worst post to his arrival.

At home( saturday morning)......
     Nelson came home his parents sitting on the couch with a very dissapointed face the convesation truly awakens the ignourant mind
Karen( Nelsons Mother) :"Nelson Baxter where have you been?"

N: "I have been with the band. Yesterday I went to Stevies house I lost track of the time."

K: "I barley have seen my son. Out all the time and I know you went to that party with Kevin don't you dare lie to me. What has happened to you?I see you almost never you never come to eat with us. You stand here acting like you don't care. The grades Nelson are slipping because you are so careless and selfish."

John (Nelson's Father) : We told you. You can hang out with the band and play as long as the grades look good. You attend church. Make and apperence to family meetings so simple why can't you understand.

N: " How is this my fault I should be able to do what I want I have been going through so much latley Let me be a 15 year old boy.

K:" I think the band is influencing you to much. All this going out not speaking to us fake depression I saw somethung when I was cleaning your bathroom a razor a flask explain that!?

N: I stopped drinking or atleast I try to. I cut because it's a cry for help I know none of you are going to discuss it because you only want to see the perfect side. Not the side with flaws not the side with depression or confusion the ugly or the weird. All you guys care about is maintaing the picture  perfect family image with a angelic only child. Dad drinks to I see the way you guys treat eachother! I just ignoure it just like how you guys ignoure me unless their is company or just want to check if I am not dead.

J: I can't believe my own son saying this to me! You know what you're not allowed to play in the band anymore unless you get your grades up and stop with all this nonsense. We are going to church tomorrow and I don't care what you feel. We need to get rid of this disease that you are carrying. Kevin was such a good guy I don't know what he told you or did.

N:"Kevin this isn't Kevin's fault he didn't do anything he's perfectly fine and I am not understanding what you're talking about diesease."

J: "I didn't wanna bring it up now but you leave me no choice but to bring this up I saw your laptop the other day I thought it was a joke. But clearly my son is a joke and he's carrying the Devil with him a faggot that's what you are."

K:" if this is true. I don't wanna see you anymore you have ruined a perfect family name for your selfish needs."

N:    "how my being selfish ?just because I'm confused and scared. If anything you guys are selfish. I thought mother  you would at keast understand being scared but you guys are just as brainwashed as the rest of society. I am going to Stevie's house I'm not coming back for a while I need to clear my mind."

K: Nelson if you leave this house I don't wanna talk to you for really long time. I'm not providing for you neither is your father providing for you. You are selfish and gross.
 
N:" Mother and Father I hate you both and Im gone."

     Nelson felt the hatred his parents have towards him now. He left the living room went straight upstairs and started packing. Needless to say he was having a bad day.....Found out his parents are extreamly homophobic. They feel like he is a letdown Nelson feels hopeless. He decided to shoot Stevie a quick text.

N:" Stevie I need you right now my parents just kick me out when I came out to them. Can I stay with you please I'm begging you."
S: "Omg Nelson of course you can stay over. One of my brother's just moved out take his room tell me everything that happened start to finish. I already told my mom please hurry!"
N:"thx."
                Unlock to Kevin story (relates later)

Jul 9, summer Kevin acts like he's the class clown, always trying to get laughs from people, and even managing to do it when he's not. He's the funny guy. People expect it. Even his band members -even Nelson, his Bestfriend Nobody sees through his comedic shell. If anyone saw who he,really is he would be a freak and Outcast.

     Nelson finisned packing and walked to the bus he saw all thi miss calls from Kevin he thiught maybe just maybe he might still have a chanse. He waited for the bus got on. All he knew was it was going to ne a whole new journy for his life......

    Hello everyone I hope you enjoy this chapter second part will come out tonight if you guys don't mind re read some chapters I made a couple changes. Signed MeganXLovley