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Sweet Memorys 08.

     Hey guys it's Megan Here and I've been super busy to even try to update by I'm here I am I just need inspiration to keep going and it's hard to get readers because most readers are into straight romance Bad boy romance 5s0s and Harry style fanfiction and I'm a person who doesn't care that much about it but whatever anywho let's get into the story oh and I also forgot with new chapters I'm still doing the same point of view just changing the style of writing. Lemme know which you guys like better lol I'm gonna stop babbling.

      Nelson had felt deep shame in himself how could he have know he would snap like that he cried out of desperation and embarrassment and quickly without a word in the cold ran to Kevin's house.

He knocked on the door and Kevin had answered Nelson had tears running down his face and he knew he wasn't ready to take the leap of faith but what choice did he really have at this point.

      Nelson said " I know your probably really confused right why I showed up to your home like really late and probably wondering why I'm crying like this but I promise I can explain.

    Little did Nelson know was Kevin was drunk out of his mind from playing truth or dare with friends and he just came home. Because of this Kevin was dazed out of his mind and high off life.

     Nelson did something he'd never thought he'd do come out to the love of his life he was scared to try this new thing being himself and quiet honestly he couldn't understand himself but he could not live with the ideology of a snake in the water to tell him first so he did it. He went inside his home and sat next to Kevin and told him.

Nelson rushed it out " Kevin I'm going to go out and say it you kind of look really tired and probably drunk but I don't care and I probably won't be able to confront you at school but I can't hide this I've been hiding this for years.

Kevin had looked confused really confused because he thought he still was with Cherry. " I don't understand what would you have to tell me you're supposed to be my best Fran we we tell each other everything maybe I'm a little drunk but I'm still a little mad so out with it before I kick you out.

Nelson told him all of his feelings....." We have been friend's for years and we have a bond like no other not even when you're with Kacy so be quiet and listen to me. You have protected me from a lot of things when my dad tried to beat me you snuck through my window went under my bed to comfort me. you gave me relationship advice like no other when I liked grace.... you are my closet friend and I can never break are friendship what I'm about to tell you might....."

Nelson was shaking but he had to tell him how he felt at this moment. " What I'm trying to tell you is I love you and I've always have and I've always will love you. "

Kevin just laughed it out until he knew he was serious."Of course I love you we basically like brothers you're to much Nelson lol."

Nelson started to crying more  and explained" Not like that I love you as in...I've always wanted to kiss you love and I've always wanted to be yours. I have been so scared to say something because I didn't want it to ruin are friendship because I became a fag and I have thoughts you don't I'm Gay Kevin don't you see I don't want Cherry or any of those girls I want you my prince...".

Kevin stayed quiet he didn't know what to say mostly because of the intoxication from the alcohol burning  through is lungs. " I'm glad you told me about this you telling me this is a lot to handle coming out to me knowing you're gay and you love me it's a lot to process and I had no idea this is what you were going through you've kept this in for so many months it's the spring now almost the end of 10th grade and your telling me this now I feel like we are strangers now... I have so much to say I don't know were to begin..!"

Nelson pulls into Kevin's arms Kevin looks so nervous almost uncomfortable at this point Nelson didn't give a shit he said how he felt. " How about you don't say anything and kiss me see how you feel about this. you only live once right so you might as well live in the moment I've been doing it lately"
Nelson kissed Kevin he has been dreaming of this kiss since forever and he loved every second of it his hot but cold breath his thick lips his mocha chocolate hands dominating Nelson's back and his lips taking over maybe it was the alcohol talking but it seems liked he kissed Kevin forever they started to full fledge makeout he knew Kevin was the one for him him it felt right just being in his arms.

   "Ok I'm not gay and maybe it's because I'm really drunk but your really beautiful and you have a fat ass I'm willing to experiment if you are baby nels.( K)"

Nelson had felt on top of the world his love had finally kissed him and was willing to experiment with him everything seemed so worth it every scar he put on his self every beating he took from his dad and every insult Molly or Kacy had made. just seems like it was finally worth something he got the love of his life to make out with him. Kevin and Nelson had started snuggling and watching there favorite show and discussing the up coming performance....but all dreams come to die  remember this isn't a typical love story.

You know you love me xoxo Megan 💗 Lovely  lmao
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