Choices

I'm not good a reading people

Finally first day a first normal day of the lodge I'll get up, hang, work then go back to bed perfect and Kaylee is supposed to be coming back in a few weeks tops
So I got up and got in the lodge t shirt, jean shorts, black converse, along with a black beanie I then brushed my teeth and went down the hall to Josh's room as I was to knock on the door it swung open and he was ready to go in his shirt, jeans, Jordan's, and a flat brim hat I chuckled
"I guess you're ready" I said
"As I'd ever be" he replied we walked into the lobby when Kyle and Aaron came up in are faces with camera's
"Here they are Josh and Samantha finally at the lodge for good what do you have to say to the watchers" Aaron asked
"What watchers" I asked they put there camera's down
"The reality show" Kyle said
"What" I yelled then saw Skye in the rec room I looked at Josh and ran in
"Skye the reality show is back" I said she laughed
"I know I run the show now" she said I let out a breath
"Thank god" I said
"That could've ended badly again" Josh said I nodded
"Where's Sean shouldn't he be here by know" I asked
"He's not here for a week family vacation" Skye said
"Oh I bet he loves that" Josh said we all laughed
"Hey Sam can I talk to you" Ben asked coming in
"Sure what" I asked
"Not here come on" he said pulling me out then Ben turned around
"And don't follow us" he said to Kyle and Aaron they put there hands up in defense and we walked out of the lodge and towards the tree
"Why do we have to go all the way out here" I laughed as we walked
"I don't want any camera drama" he said sitting down on the bench under the tree
"um well this isn't really the number one spot for it" I said he laughed
"Can you just sit down" he asked I nodded and sat down
"What's up" I asked
"You need to choose" he said
"Choose what" I asked
"Between Sean and I" he replied
"I thought my choices were pretty clear" I said pulling my feet up and sitting Cris cross
"You can't lie to me anymore Sam I know you feel more towards me then a friend or a brother" he said
"Your right I like you like a best friend" I said
"I'm not good at reading people but I can look at you and I know you feel more towards me" he said I looked down
"Am I wrong" he asked I looked up at him I shrugged

Maybe
Sung by: Ben

I've never looked at you the way
I did tonight and now your face
Your lips your eyes you're stuck inside my head
The thought of me and you together
I wish it'd last Forever
Why am I here and not with you instead

I I don't want to mess this up
But you are all I'm thinking of

Maybe I should stay maybe I should go
Maybe I should just leave this alone
And if this isn't right I'm ok with being wrong
Cause I don't want to miss you when you're Gone

We could be perfect or just a disaster
We could be in love and never fight
We could be sad or happy ever after
It could be us instead Of you and I
Maybe we should try

Standing here outside your door
Is This what you've been waiting for
Or will you even let me come inside
I've come up with a lame excuse
I'm hoping I don't have to use
And here it goes I'll only knock one times

I I don't want mess this up
But you are all I'm thinking of

Maybe I should stay maybe I should go
Maybe I should just leave this alone
And if this isn't right I'm ok with being wrong
Cause I don't want to miss you when you're gone

We could be perfect or just a disaster
We could be in love and never fight
We could be sad or happy ever after
It could be us instead of you and I
Maybe we should try
Ooh ooh woah
Maybe we should try
Ooh ooh oooh

I've never looked at you the way
I did tonight and now your face
Your lips your eyes you're stuck inside my head

Maybe I should stay maybe I should go
Maybe I should just leave this alone
And if this isn't right I'm ok with being wrong
Cause I don't wanna miss you when you're gone

We could be perfect or just a disaster
We could be in love and never fight
We could be sad or happy ever after
It could be us instead on you and I
Maybe we should try
Ooh ooh ooh
Maybe we should try
Ooh
Cause it could be us instead of you and I
Maybe we should try

He leaned in and kissed me I pushed him back
"Stop Ben" I yelled standing up
"This isn't what I want I like Sean and not you" I said storming away from the tree I walked to the lodge kicking up my kick stand and putting my helmet on
"Where are you going" Noah asked working right outside the lodge
"A ride" I replied pushing Off and riding into the woods towards where we went camping I kept riding until I reached the same place I threw my bike down taking my helmet off I walked down by the river I sat down taking off my shoes and putting my feet in the water I sat forward putting my head in my hands
"Why Me" I asked then I laid back in the grass and fell asleep

When I woke up it was dark I couldn't ride back down so I put my shoes back on and using my phone flash light I looked for wood I found some and started a fire I looked into it and just stared I started to think about what Ben did and how Sean will react Ben stared a fire he is the fire and with a fire there's smoke and that will be Sean