Choices

Two months

I laid in bed sleeping it was early in the morning during the winter time almost Christmas tomorrow were all leaving again for vacation and coming back Christmas day
I would still be sleeping but my stomach didn't allow it I got up and ran to the bathroom throwing up this has been happening a lot I've been getting sick but it's only sickness

Feeling like shit I got up and walked down stairs where I found Kaylee and Skye sitting in the reck room
"Hey guys" I said sitting down
"You ok you look horrible" Kaylee laughed
"Thanks"  I replied
"Were you throwing up again" Skye moved closer and asked I nodded Skye looked over at Kaylee who nodded
"Sam have you you know" Kaylee asked
"What" i asked
"You know are you a virgin" Kaylee asked I thought for a second then I remembered two months ago I went on a date with Sean and it happened I looked back at them with tears in my eyes and shook my head
Kaylee and Skye looked at each other
"What" i asked scared
"Sam do you think you might be pregnant" Skye asked I looked at her

"Here" Kaylee said handing me a pregnancy test in my bedroom I took the box my hands shaking
"Take it in the bathroom and come out when your done" Skye intruded I nodded and went into the bathroom

Kaylee and Skye sat nervously on the edge of Sam's bed when the door opened and they shot up Sean entered the room
"Hey is Sam here" he asked closing the door
"Um" Skye said looking at Kaylee then back to Sean he looked at them suspiciously
"Ok done" Sam said walking out with the test in her hand 
"With what" Sean asked
"Sean" Sam yelled putting her hand behind her back
"What's going on" he asked
"Um nothing" I shuttered
"You're lying" Sean replied
"Why do you say that" Kaylee crossed her arms
"When she's lying she says things like um and also she shutters" he replied which he was true
"You might not have something to worry about" Skye said
"Might not" he asked
"Its nun of your business just out" Kaylee demanded
"Sam what's going on" Sean pushed past them and looked down on me I looked up at him with tears in my eyes
"I might be pregnant" I whispered his face fell
"What" he asked I nodded pulling the test from behind my back
"Well what did it say" he asked
"I'm still waiting" I pushed pass him sitting on the bed he ran his hand threw his hair
"Well what if you are what are we gonna do" he asked I looked up at him
"I don't know and if you don't wanna deal with it I'm fine with it" I said
"No I said we if this happens I'm not leaving your side" he said sitting next to me I nodded placing my head on his shoulder
"Ok it's been 5 minutes" Kaylee said I looked over at her
"I can't" I cried
"I'll do it" Skye dared with my eyes closed I handed it off to Skye burring my face in Sean's shoulder
"You're pregnant Sam"

At this time Sean didn't care about himself as he wasn't crying Kaylee and Skye left leaving us alone as I cried
"Everything's gonna be ok" Sean told me

Song: before the storm
By: Miley Cyrus and the Jonas brothers
Sung by: Sean and Sammie

Sam
I know this isnt what I wanted,
Never thought it'd come this far,
Just thinking back to where we started
& how we lost all that we are

Sean
We were young & times were easy,
But I could see it's not the same.
I'm standing here but you don't see me,
I'd give it all for that to change.
And I dont want to lose her,
I dont want to let her go.

Sam
I'm standing out in the rain,
I need to know if its over,
Cause I will leave you alone.

Sean
Flooded with all this pain,
Knowing that I'll never hold her,
Like I did before the storm
And with every strike of lightning

Sam
Comes a memory that lasts
Not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up
I'm standing out in the rain,
I need to know if its over,
Cause I will leave you alone.

Sean
Flooded with all this pain,
Knowing that I'll never hold her,
Like I did before the storm

Sam
Trying to keep the light from going in
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.
We always say a heart is not whole without the one who gets you through the storm.

Both
Standing out in the rain, knowing that it's really over- please don't leave me alone
Flooded with all this pain, knowing that I'll never hold you, like I did before the storm